Venting i feel nothing and nobody cares so i wanna finally catch that fucking bus

[highjumping]

life is getting terribly hard and i am losing everything all at once
nobody really loves me and i feel like nobody cares, i want to hurt them so badly by commiting ctb, punish them for not caring and walking all over me
i want people to have nightmares about me and cry for days because of my death even tho i don't think people would care enough
i'm really tired of this, i want to sleep forever
how do i handle all of this? i feel like i can't stand this for long

 

[m4rius]

I feel you man, I feel you.

 

[highjumping]

I feel you man, I feel you.

sometimes i feel like i'm gonna explode

 

[FuneralCry]

It's just the reality that other people don't care, most people are very self centred and only care about what directly affects themselves, but of course it's really understandable just wishing to sleep forever, existence really is so unnecessarily cruel.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry that your life is so horrible, I'm fully with you!

 

[flapjax]

I understand how you feel, I hope one day you find your peace you deserve.