hooman57
kill me
- Aug 13, 2026
- 24
im being filled with a great sadness recently, because someone close to me who i loves birthday is coming up
but given the current situation of not only their life as a whole but their current life, the fact that it wouldnt be their first in recent time, and the things they've been posting and how withdrawn theyve become, how distant and unavailable, i believe theyre going to attempt very soon around their birthday
i dont want them to go, if they do i dont want to be away from them like i am now.
i feel desperate, sad, afraid, it feels strangely different how i feel now, i feel like i have a million words inside my head that just cannot be translated to myself
i wanna say everything right, i wanna say everything i can that tells them exactly how i feel and why i want them to stay.
right now typing this im losing all the words i want to have and i cant settle for that.
i dont want them to go, and im willing to do what it takes for them to stay, and for me to atleast be able to make it worth it to them
im asking for help here because it feels fitting to me, i wanna make sure i can do it all right
if i have to beg, if i have to kneel, if i have to pray, if i have to work, if i have to bleed sweat and cry ill do it, i want this girl in my life more than anything, i care about her like no other, i really want her to feel safe and comfortable in life.
please help me guys
but given the current situation of not only their life as a whole but their current life, the fact that it wouldnt be their first in recent time, and the things they've been posting and how withdrawn theyve become, how distant and unavailable, i believe theyre going to attempt very soon around their birthday
i dont want them to go, if they do i dont want to be away from them like i am now.
i feel desperate, sad, afraid, it feels strangely different how i feel now, i feel like i have a million words inside my head that just cannot be translated to myself
i wanna say everything right, i wanna say everything i can that tells them exactly how i feel and why i want them to stay.
right now typing this im losing all the words i want to have and i cant settle for that.
i dont want them to go, and im willing to do what it takes for them to stay, and for me to atleast be able to make it worth it to them
im asking for help here because it feels fitting to me, i wanna make sure i can do it all right
if i have to beg, if i have to kneel, if i have to pray, if i have to work, if i have to bleed sweat and cry ill do it, i want this girl in my life more than anything, i care about her like no other, i really want her to feel safe and comfortable in life.
please help me guys
