Venting just angry all the time

[crimsonpool]

idk what i did to deserve a life like this thats so bad i have to leave it early while lots of other people have lives that aren't hard or are hard sometimes but they still have periods of good times. ive never even gotten to have that. i honestly just hope reincarnation is real and ill have a better chance next time. idk im so angry i hardly feel anything else anymore and it won't go away because im still alive, but too scared to die..its not fair. i wish i could just get euthanized

 

[sorrowful]

personally i hope reincarnation isn't real, i believe existence and life just holds suffering, i want no chances to be brought back here just to suffer again. this world is full of it.

regardless, i hope you can find peace

 

[FuneralCry]

The thought of reincarnation certainly sounds like something horrific to me, I don't get why anyone would wish to eternally be trapped in this harmful world where there is unlimited potential to be tormented, only permanent non-existence where everything is forgotten about would be ideal for me. Having the ability to exist in this world truly is a terrible, undeserved punishment.

But of course it's really inhumane how humans are denied the option of euthanasia, it's such a hellish world where we cannot just exit in peace without risks and complications.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Life can be so unfair and cruel. I'm in a massive downward spiral since years and I can't recover. I often think the same, why others get the chance to move on while for me it's only going down down down this time. I can fully understand you being angry.

 

[OceanBlue]

You did nothing to deserve it. Everything is based on luck and not everyone is equally lucky.
And since free-will is unlikely to be a thing, there is no 'you' to begin with. Our brain controls us like puppets, we just observe and suffer through the consequences.

Sorry you're feeling so bad. Hugs

 

[kimikatachibana]

fellow subahibi enjoyer :)