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Suicide Discussion

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ChildrensITV
Venting The stages I go through when waking up
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11
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1K
just_so_done
J
expired_dreams
I'm going to kill myself the day after my 27th birthday
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5
Views
671
NightshadeDreamer
NightshadeDreamer
C
Hanging help
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2
Views
553
LittleJem
L
RhapsodyinBerserk
IC Down for Good?
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6
Views
892
FireWalkWithMe
F
Csmith8827
Can someone please link me to the post explaining how to access the darkweb?
Replies
4
Views
631
TheSpookyNameGuy
TheSpookyNameGuy
gizzreid
a song for my fellow people who wanna CTB...
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0
Views
344
gizzreid
gizzreid
Unattainable666
SO SAD
Replies
9
Views
654
NorthernMonkey
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evey8112
Can someone please PM me for IC. I do not have the link
Replies
6
Views
804
TraumaEscapee:)
TraumaEscapee:)
Embalmer
Venting If I can't decide on a career path by December I'll have no choice but to ctb.
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7
Views
585
Embalmer
Embalmer
noonipie
How do I cope with loneliness?
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41
Views
2K
noonipie
noonipie
ilovecats
Venting Lost again
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2
Views
359
ilovecats
ilovecats
Ambivalent1
What are the odds we'll re-emerge someday?
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13
Views
967
Source Energy
Source Energy
everlastinghistory
Forced to change the date of my plan
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6
Views
672
PurpleParadigm
PurpleParadigm
BllyNoM8s
I recently found my uncle's gun.
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1
Views
406
SoftWorries
S
O
I have to die I have to die I have to die
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4
Views
542
SeenMoreThanEnough
S
anathemaa
Venting I feel genuinely calm
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3
Views
710
composingthefuture
composingthefuture
D
My Ctb Preparation Plan
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7
Views
1K
depressedlover
D
composingthefuture
Venting idrk what to do anymoreeee
Replies
5
Views
1K
composingthefuture
composingthefuture
whitherrvbound
Venting Got my Sn today
Replies
1
Views
645
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Unattainable666
LAST STRAW - THE CAMEL'S BACK IS BROKEN
Replies
7
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Beachygirl
Jumping
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23
Views
2K
sorrowful
sorrowful
B
Germans
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8
Views
891
terminatepain
terminatepain
amelis
Method Gelatin pill capsules
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0
Views
463
amelis
amelis
D
Dehydration
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18
Views
3K
SoftWorries
S
Yuki K
Discussion Excuses for s/h scars
Replies
3
Views
564
Jezzibell
Jezzibell
B
Excuses for SN Police Welfare Check for Family -UK
Replies
8
Views
2K
Catastrofe
C
YandereMikuMistress
Discussion If you where to see any sight for one last time, what/where would it be?
Replies
28
Views
836
YandereMikuMistress
YandereMikuMistress
PreCambrianBliss
Torn between partial suspension and hypothermia. Thoughts?
Replies
2
Views
654
Jezzibell
Jezzibell
everlastinghistory
Thoughts on sites like Martin Manley’s?
Replies
6
Views
830
pickajack
pickajack
P
Can I CTB running my car in the garage?
Replies
4
Views
677
Gonnerr
G
gizzreid
SN finally deposited out of my account
Replies
2
Views
478
gizzreid
gizzreid
S
Holiday Destination - For Which Places is Chloroquine Recommended
Replies
1
Views
352
Tesha
Tesha
ngmi
  • Poll
Discussion Eternal Recurrence
Replies
7
Views
1K
Superdeterminist
Superdeterminist
ilovecats
Venting I need comfort
Replies
19
Views
864
ilovecats
ilovecats
Rogue Proxy
Venting Discouragement of the Terms "Failed" and "Unsuccessful" Suicides
Replies
2
Views
514
Pluto
Pluto
S
Story Long story
Replies
2
Views
416
TapeMachine
TapeMachine
_Minsk
Venting gave life a few shots but life gave me nothing but more let downs
Replies
2
Views
380
StolenLife
StolenLife
disabledlife
I just want CTB now, I don't know what's holding me back.
Replies
1
Views
409
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
everlastinghistory
She was right about everything she said, and that’s why I need to do this
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2
Views
393
depressedlover
D
tiredofbreathing
Anyone else not take opportunities in the past to recover/heal and now life is most likely permanently ruined
Replies
2
Views
344
WorthlessCoward
W
Darkover
the root cause of all our problems
Replies
7
Views
843
WorthlessCoward
W
ChildrensITV
Discussion What would buy you 3 more years here?
Replies
44
Views
3K
sheleftme1
S
Darkover
lifes what you make of it
Replies
8
Views
673
Soulless Angel
Soulless Angel
B
Did anyone else mess up what couldve been a beautiful life?
Replies
68
Views
4K
nosoul
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Nights
  • Question
What can i do with my life?
Replies
12
Views
1K
WorthlessCoward
W
Unattainable666
MY REASONS FOR CTB
Replies
7
Views
776
gh0sttx
gh0sttx
gizzreid
best way to process death completely?
Replies
2
Views
586
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
catastrophix
Venting TW: CSA, TMI — Wish someone would care.
Replies
3
Views
647
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CentreMid
Feeling Oddly Peaceful This Evening
Replies
3
Views
477
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ikadasui
Being trapped in a body that feels alien
Replies
4
Views
560
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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