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notwavinbutdrowning

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Hello

I'm putting together my own plan with partial. I've never experienced cannabis before and I'm hoping it alleviates some of the SI. I have everything but the green leaf. Because of my issues I wouldn't know how to get hold of some. Any ideas? Im in the UK if that helps.

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WhyWasIBorn

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Jan 18, 2019
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Hello

I'm putting together my own plan with partial. I've never experienced cannabis before and I'm hoping it alleviates some of the SI. I have everything but the green leaf. Because of my issues I wouldn't know how to get hold of some. Any ideas? Im in the UK if that helps.

Thank you
Can't post sources so I'm gonna message you. I would recommend though since you never experienced it before is to start with very small amounts even before as the head change can sometimes cause new users to panic instead of the intended effects. It can show you a lot about yourself and the world which can be good or bad in some ways, such that it may be make you realize that this is what you truly want, and be comforted, or be healing. That's why I personally love it, even though alcohol would probably cut inhibitions more though everyone's different.
 
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Weed isn't a good drug for CTB. It will increase paranoia and you'll likely mess up most methods. Stick with alcohol or something with a similar affect.
 
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I would recommend it if you havent tried it, but not to alleviate SI. It definitely will not do that. It might provide you some much needed comfort though.
 
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Weed isn't a good drug for CTB. It will increase paranoia and you'll likely mess up most methods. Stick with alcohol or something with a similar affect.
I agree with @CW36 THC is not at all helpful with calming you down, that's the dr*g that gets you high. You would want CBD. That's what mellows you out. I'm not sure what w33d is like outside the US of A but it is terribly strong here.
 
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I agree with @CW36 THC is not at all helpful with calming you down, that's the dr*g that gets you high. You would want CBD. That's what mellows you out. I'm not sure what w33d is like outside the US of A but it is terribly strong here.
I've had a lot of CBD in my time and I'd like to add that you need to take a LOT of the stuff for it to do anything, which is why I've spent a ton of my time trying to figure out how to find a dealer without any online friends who can help me or sketchy real-life friends. At least Al the CBD I've tried has had little effect on me maybe I'm just taking some weak shit
 
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I've had a lot of CBD in my time and I'd like to add that you need to take a LOT of the stuff for it to do anything, which is why I've spent a ton of my time trying to figure out how to find a dealer without any online friends who can help me or sketchy real-life friends. At least Al the CBD I've tried has had little effect on me maybe I'm just taking some weak shit
I hope this is helpful. -I have used dating apps that use location to find dealers and it has worked! Albeit this is in the US of A and I presented myself as a young woman it was pretty easy for me. You might not be able to find any fast enough with out having the awkward "friend" phase, OR just finding what you don't want to find- " sketchy real-life friends," you will find those for sure.
 
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Ineedthis

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I hope this is helpful. -I have used dating apps that use location to find dealers and it has worked! Albeit this is in the US of A and I presented myself as a young woman it was pretty easy for me. You might not be able to find any fast enough with out having the awkward "friend" phase, OR just finding what you don't want to find- " sketchy real-life friends," you will find those for sure.
It's not that I don't want to hang around people with connections to drug dealers, the exact opposite is true for me, it's just that I don't know anyone with connections. Dating apps might be an option I guess. Thanks for the advice it's definitely my best option so far. It's just annoying cause I know exactly what meds to buy to get high off of (I have a full list of like 30 OTC meds), but I just can't drive to the pharmacy. Anyway, would I put "looking off drugs" in my description or something or just talk to people first and then ask?
 
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lavender143once

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It's not that I don't want to hang around people with connections to drug dealers, the exact opposite is true for me, it's just that I don't know anyone with connections. Dating apps might be an option I guess. Thanks for the advice it's definitely my best option so far. It's just annoying cause I know exactly what meds to buy to get high off of (I have a full list of like 30 OTC meds), but I just can't drive to the pharmacy. Anyway, would I put "looking off drugs" in my description or something or just talk to people first and then ask?
Ohhh word of advice for anyone reading this. DON'T put what as your description or bio, the mods on whatever platform you are using will defiantly ban you. You can use emojis or other symbols that could imply THC usage, plant emojis are a common one for that. I do suggest words/phrases like "420 friendly" because that doesn't imply you are selling it or that you are only looking to buy it. Good thing saying that because people who do deal, (or use) will usually friend you or swipe on you. PM me if you'd like helping putting a profile together!
 

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