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Suicide Discussion

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Shower thought rant
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3
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400
Antigonish
Antigonish
Dainhla
Venting Anyone feeling at one time very hopeful and the next just so hopeless?
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6
Views
520
Dainhla
Dainhla
jacrispy
pellet gun.
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8
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960
Hyd999
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Hi I’m new and I need help
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23
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1K
bevutifulsorrow
bevutifulsorrow
lament.
Venting fear of the future
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5
Views
615
Daxter_87
Daxter_87
Vivisection
Discussion Thoughts on sh scars
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12
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1K
alonely
alonely
Pluto
Does Maslow's Pyramid explain suicidality?
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20
Views
2K
deadliftEnjoyer
deadliftEnjoyer
Daxter_87
Venting My brain is nothing but torture
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4
Views
505
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
E
Venting The underlying overwhelming feeling I have
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3
Views
393
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
Purgetha
Discussion Question
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1
Views
398
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
cyrokiller
Discussion What areas are good for self harm
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1
Views
477
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
T
Venting Suicidal ideation doesn't go away even when I'm doing "better"
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2
Views
454
Nephis
Nephis
pang of joy
Venting Im sick of suicide and self harm being treated like a slur.
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4
Views
905
Nephis
Nephis
E
Drinking Hand Sanitizer and Floor Cleaner
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7
Views
911
Nephis
Nephis
SanguineShark
Help Need emotional support to buy SN
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0
Views
511
SanguineShark
SanguineShark
SanguineShark
Venting My ctb planning starts
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10
Views
1K
SanguineShark
SanguineShark
Daxter_87
Discussion The most fundamental program we have been brainwashed with (and the hardest to overcome)
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2
Views
533
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
3widentnie
Help Help in short forms of different terms, that are being used to ctb
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8
Views
701
jonghyun
jonghyun
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Benzo(Diazepam) Trial before Ctb
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3
Views
758
soontobedone
soontobedone
hhh_
i want to ctb soon
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1
Views
548
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
E
Method Is there a better method than the train one?
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4
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
girlwitharose
Venting Lonely
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4
Views
519
angel31
angel31
L
Final Truths.
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2
Views
603
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
K
How long would it take to die via starvation + dehydration
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10
Views
2K
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
Aries
I failed my attempt
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22
Views
2K
yovoyporti
yovoyporti
M
Help Want to CTB but fear death and pain.
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6
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
Venting Despondent, sore eyes, so fed up
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1
Views
428
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
K
ctb by train
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8
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1K
angel31
angel31
sadscotsman
Have you had a family member CTB? How did you feel?
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13
Views
1K
sadscotsman
sadscotsman
greyhound
Method Fentanyl / Heroin / Etazene + SN
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3
Views
2K
Orbitc
Orbitc
W
Quickest way to get Anti Emetics.
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2
Views
531
hellispink
hellispink
K
Discussion any boderlines here try dbt therapy? what was your experience like?
Replies
6
Views
659
suicidalloser
S
aeri
Help odds of dying with pills
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4
Views
574
suicidalloser
S
MidnightDream
Autism
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10
Views
713
Misfit72
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rotciv
Where to test N?
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1
Views
450
toofargone6969
toofargone6969
mittymittens
Story was telling this to someone a good idea?
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4
Views
623
mittymittens
mittymittens
starvinglegend
a poem I wrote
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3
Views
563
starvinglegend
starvinglegend
ToTheTwillight
Help Anyone struggling to fast in their SN method quest?
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8
Views
757
Forever Sleep
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D
Attach Files to CTB Note Email or Host Them Externally?
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0
Views
415
diyCTB
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EternalDaydreaming
Method Is this possible
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1
Views
632
lament.
lament.
Water-Lily
Venting: Not everyone can just "leave"
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9
Views
637
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
35alcoholics
Venting I want help
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5
Views
709
liljeep
liljeep
frogboi
shallow water blackout tips
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2
Views
592
frogboi
frogboi
S
delete
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0
Views
464
suicidalloser
S
K
Help Need advice on if we should give up or not
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6
Views
650
loyalskateboard
loyalskateboard
S
Impulse, return (i.e. a cycle)
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0
Views
399
suicidalloser
S
J
Help Would SN feel like suffocating?
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29
Views
3K
betternever2havbeen
B
deleted442
Still here on the not-so-merry-go-round
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7
Views
938
suicidalloser
S
PrincessInWhite
Does anyone else feel trapped without a secure method?
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25
Views
2K
SassySary
S
hmskms
Method What could a 20 year old, terminally online manchild who still lives with their parents do with $1000?
Replies
15
Views
1K
suicidalloser
S
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