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aGoodDayToDie

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Jun 30, 2023
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The other day police came round to my place. They said my details had been held by someone who was selling SN.They insisted that I handed it over. What I didn't tell them was that I'd ordered it from two places. So I handed one lot over and still have the other. I'm guessing other people had the same thing happen to them here? I suspect other people here used the same supplier. His customers were worldwide, and I believe interpol notified all relevant authorities to track the individual buyers and do a welfare check and get them to hand over any SN purchased. Apparently the seller is looking at several years in prison. They're clamping down. Apparently I'm now on some sort of watch list, "Merlin". Thankfully I still have half my SN, enough to CTB with, and all the necessary meds. I still wish I had a better method though. But chances are my mail is now being monitored more heavily. I wonder what their powers are. Apparently if we hadn't answered the door they would have bashed it down! Pigs.

Life is fucking shit. I hate existing. I wish I had the strength to just take the SN and be done with it.
 
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N0FWayIneedtogo

Antipschotics and antidepresants kill me
Jun 24, 2023
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Where do u live?
 
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Akanea

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May 24, 2023
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Holy shit why, it's not an illegal substance this is insane, yeah where do you live? How long between the moment you bought it and they came knocking?
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Yes. Where do you live? Here in the US, I wouldn't have turned over anything unless they had a warrant.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It really disgusts me how suicidal people are treat like criminals in this world, it's so inhumane what they are doing, people should be allowed to reliably end their existence if they want to, we all have our right to die.
 
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Lavander 230

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The other day police came round to my place. They said my details had been held by someone who was selling SN.They insisted that I handed it over. What I didn't tell them was that I'd ordered it from two places. So I handed one lot over and still have the other. I'm guessing other people had the same thing happen to them here? I suspect other people here used the same supplier. His customers were worldwide, and I believe interpol notified all relevant authorities to track the individual buyers and do a welfare check and get them to hand over any SN purchased. Apparently the seller is looking at several years in prison. They're clamping down. Apparently I'm now on some sort of watch list, "Merlin". Thankfully I still have half my SN, enough to CTB with, and all the necessary meds. I still wish I had a better method though. But chances are my mail is now being monitored more heavily. I wonder what their powers are. Apparently if we hadn't answered the door they would have bashed it down! Pigs.

Life is fucking shit. I hate existing. I wish I had the strength to just take the SN and be done with it.
They can't bash your doors down without a search warrant.
 
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OMG this is frightening i'm really sorry for this happening. I join the other's questions, in which country do you live? Where was the supplier located?
 
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jemetire

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Jun 11, 2023
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Where are you from? I thought SN was legal in most countries
 
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outrider567

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The other day police came round to my place. They said my details had been held by someone who was selling SN.They insisted that I handed it over. What I didn't tell them was that I'd ordered it from two places. So I handed one lot over and still have the other. I'm guessing other people had the same thing happen to them here? I suspect other people here used the same supplier. His customers were worldwide, and I believe interpol notified all relevant authorities to track the individual buyers and do a welfare check and get them to hand over any SN purchased. Apparently the seller is looking at several years in prison. They're clamping down. Apparently I'm now on some sort of watch list, "Merlin". Thankfully I still have half my SN, enough to CTB with, and all the necessary meds. I still wish I had a better method though. But chances are my mail is now being monitored more heavily. I wonder what their powers are. Apparently if we hadn't answered the door they would have bashed it down! Pigs.

Life is fucking shit. I hate existing. I wish I had the strength to just take the SN and be done with it.
Where are you?
 
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aGoodDayToDie

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Jun 30, 2023
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I'm in the UK (England). I'm not sure but I think the supplier was Canada. And I'm pretty sure they CAN bash your door down if they think you're at risk of harming yourself. I've heard of this happening before for suicidal people. If there's ant risk to life, they can do it). SN isn't illegal to have, but it's illegal to sell to individuals without certain requirements being met.
 
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protect101

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Did you purchase the SN from Canada recently or a while ago?
 
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aGoodDayToDie

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Jun 30, 2023
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Did you purchase the SN from Canada recently or a while ago?
Around October November last year. They came around April-May this year
 
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betternever2havbeen

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How did you have the source if you only just joined this site?
 
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aGoodDayToDie

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Jun 30, 2023
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How did you have the source if you only just joined this site?
I did a lot of searching. I found this site a long time ago but never joined. I eventually found 3 ways of getting SN, two worked out, and one resulted in the police visit. I didn't see sources listed on this site and assumed if I joined no-one would give me their source anyway. I know what people are like with that kind of thing. No-one wants to share drug sources IRL, let alone help someone die with sources. The personal risk is too great
 
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betternever2havbeen

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I'm in the UK (England). I'm not sure but I think the supplier was Canada. And I'm pretty sure they CAN bash your door down if they think you're at risk of harming yourself. I've heard of this happening before for suicidal people. If there's ant risk to life, they can do it). SN isn't illegal to have, but it's illegal to sell to individuals without certain requirements being met.
If you ordered at the end of last year and they're coming to visit you 6 months later you're not gonna be at immediate risk of harming yourself are you? So they can bash the door down but you'll sue if they do. That's what I'd have told them anyway! Yes people were getting welfare visits a couple months ago and it was widely talked about and people posted their experiences, don't remember anything about anyone saying they were being put on a list though. Sorry you had some overzealous cops there.

I did a lot of searching. I found this site a long time ago but never joined. I eventually found 3 ways of getting SN, two worked out, and one resulted in the police visit. I didn't see sources listed on this site and assumed if I joined no-one would give me their source anyway. I know what people are like with that kind of thing. No-one wants to share drug sources IRL, let alone help someone die with sources. The personal risk is too great
Ah ok. Sorry if I seemed suspicious-I wondered how you came by the source but I suppose sn was easy enough to find before. It's definitely been cracked down on now.
Edit-I just remembered some posters said the police didn't seem to know when someone had ordered the sn so I suppose if they don't know when someone ordered it and think there's a risk it's possible they could use that as justification. You handed some of the sn over so hopefully they're satisfied with that and don't know you have more. This watch list thing is concerning though, anyone know anything about that?
 
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just_so_done

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So just to confirm, this was another welfare check from IC and not a different source?
 
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aGoodDayToDie

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Jun 30, 2023
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So just to confirm, this was another welfare check from IC and not a different source?
I don't know, they didn't tell me the source. I'd ordered from two places. I just gave them one and they seemed happy with it
 
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just_so_done

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Apr 16, 2023
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Sounds like if it was canadian supplier than it was IC and part of the previous welfare checks done as they build their case against the owner. also smart move on two stashes ;)
 
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This is entertaining. Thanks for the laugh.
 
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Jun 24, 2023
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Hoping when I decide to order my SN that the police don't try anything of the sorts though I'll probably order several packages and just send them to abandoned houses and hope any of them get delivered.

Also got my billing info covered up so there won't be really any links to me.
 
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aGoodDayToDie

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Sounds like if it was canadian supplier than it was IC and part of the previous welfare checks done as they build their case against the owner. also smart move on two stashes ;)
Thanks! Yeah I'm glad I didn't have to hand everything over! I nearly did as well. Police always make me shit myself and I fold too easily. I feel sorry for the seller. As far as I'm concerned he was doing a good service. Even though it was expensive, its a small price to pay for what now is the obvious risk he was taking.
 
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I've had 2 visits because I ordered from that Canadian supplier as well. (Im also in the UK). I just lied about having thrown it away and afaik they cant do anything about that. The way they approached this whole thing is not from a position of offering help to us. They just want to extract info from us (even though they already have it) to build an international court case against that guy. It's really pathetic
 
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aGoodDayToDie

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Hoping when I decide to order my SN that the police don't try anything of the sorts though I'll probably order several packages and just send them to abandoned houses and hope any of them get delivered.

Also got my billing info covered up so there won't be really any links to me.
On reflection, I should have just told the police I threw it away due to a change of heart. I could have told them that I called a suicide holiness, who talked me down, or by the time it arrived, I'd changed my mind. And that I just threw it away.

It might have raised eyebrows though, one of the police didn't even want to touch the outer packet! He was like "maybe we should call the hazmat team to dispose if it". I was thinking like ffs it's not fucking anthrax. You need a concerted effort to die from this. You won't fucking catch death just from touching the outer packet. If I'd td this guy I'd just Willie nillie thrown it in the bin, I wonder if he might have considered trying to press charges for recklessly disposing if hazardous materials. Though how far he'd have got with that, I don't know
 
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LaVieEnRose

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Interesting that they just came recently. A wave of welfare checks was performed in the UK 2 months ago. Sorry that happened. "Welfare" checks like these are rarely about the person's actual welll-being.
 
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On reflection, I should have just told the police I threw it away due to a change of heart. I could have told them that I called a suicide holiness, who talked me down, or by the time it arrived, I'd changed my mind. And that I just threw it away.

It might have raised eyebrows though, one of the police didn't even want to touch the outer packet!
He was like "maybe we should call the hazmat team to dispose if it".
BRUHHH LOOOOLLLLL YAH THE COPS SAID THAT ????
I was thinking like ffs it's not fucking anthrax. You need a concerted effort to die from this. You won't fucking catch death just from touching the outer packet. If I'd td this guy I'd just Willie nillie thrown it in the bin, I wonder if he might have considered trying to press charges for recklessly disposing if hazardous materials. Though how far he'd have got with that, I don't know
man the trolls be heavy having fun in this thread.
Glad to see you can find some comfort in each other and the story telling. Whatever you're going through I hope you find some peace and help here.
 
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ThisIsLife

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Feb 3, 2023
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I don't know, they didn't tell me the source. I'd ordered from two places. I just gave them one and they seemed happy with it

I don't believe you. Your story doesn't add up. If it was from the canadian guy it would have been labeled "Instant Cuisine". So if there wasn't that label on the one you gave the cops that's the one you would have left. In both cases you would know which one you gave based on the one left.
 
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Interesting that they just came recently. A wave of welfare checks was performed in the UK 2 months ago. Sorry that happened. "Welfare" checks like these are rarely about the person's actual welll-being.
he said the police was there april-may so that was about 2 months or when the many police IC oppressions were . going by memory here

 
squirley

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he said the police was there april-may so that was about 2 months or when the many police IC oppressions were . going by memory here

Either way the cops would never say call the fucking hazmat for SN.

look to the OP.
I can tell you're on the younger side. I'm not sure if you have any mental issues or what's going on in your life.
I got my.own issues as well. So I get it.
Either way. You can find help here. Whether it be recovery. Ctb. Science behind methods even.
Just chatting about whatever.

You don't need to come up with some crazy story for attention here. With loose facts and
Information you've seen on the news or prior threads.

I really do wish the best for you. Seriously.
But at the same time not everyone is so gullible.
 
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