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Dead Already

Dead Already

Member
Jul 14, 2023
84
FUCK THE POLICE !!!
you know that you do not have to talk to them without a warrant, right ?
I'd be filing an illegal seizure complaint and having my karate monkey kicking someone's ass at the shipping company !!!
Where did you order from?
 
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ManWithNoName

ManWithNoName

Enlightened
Feb 2, 2019
1,224
I'd just say I am really into curing meats... I find it funny all of these people are trying to do all of this shit but won't actually do anything for you as a human being. They just want you to suffer.... They somehow magically expect your life to spontaneously improve....

Exactly.


Precisely I was in the psych ward for suicidal ideation... And God you would've thought I murdered the pope.... I have never met more unhospitable people in my life. Doctor just did less then the minimum leaving everything to the nurses who just treated you like shit. They should allow people after a time to end their lives painlessly and peacefully. Instead of making people trying to CTB in the shadows of the night trying to avoid detection....
What country did this happen?
 
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nessun_nome

Student
May 7, 2023
146
On reflection, I should have just told the police I threw it away due to a change of heart. I could have told them that I called a suicide holiness, who talked me down, or by the time it arrived, I'd changed my mind. And that I just threw it away.

It might have raised eyebrows though, one of the police didn't even want to touch the outer packet! He was like "maybe we should call the hazmat team to dispose if it". I was thinking like ffs it's not fucking anthrax. You need a concerted effort to die from this. You won't fucking catch death just from touching the outer packet. If I'd td this guy I'd just Willie nillie thrown it in the bin, I wonder if he might have considered trying to press charges for recklessly disposing if hazardous materials. Though how far he'd have got with that, I don't know

On reflection you should have said 'no'. They have no authority in the UK to do that.

If I told them anything I'd say I wanted to do meat preservation.
 
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shootemallagain

Experienced
Aug 8, 2022
211
The other day police came round to my place. They said my details had been held by someone who was selling SN.They insisted that I handed it over. What I didn't tell them was that I'd ordered it from two places. So I handed one lot over and still have the other. I'm guessing other people had the same thing happen to them here? I suspect other people here used the same supplier. His customers were worldwide, and I believe interpol notified all relevant authorities to track the individual buyers and do a welfare check and get them to hand over any SN purchased. Apparently the seller is looking at several years in prison. They're clamping down. Apparently I'm now on some sort of watch list, "Merlin". Thankfully I still have half my SN, enough to CTB with, and all the necessary meds. I still wish I had a better method though. But chances are my mail is now being monitored more heavily. I wonder what their powers are. Apparently if we hadn't answered the door they would have bashed it down! Pigs.

Life is fucking shit. I hate existing. I wish I had the strength to just take the SN and be done with it.
yes if you order by IC than police wil come to evry house
 
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Elidibus

Elidibus

Riding home
Mar 27, 2023
31
I don't believe you. Your story doesn't add up. If it was from the canadian guy it would have been labeled "Instant Cuisine". So if there wasn't that label on the one you gave the cops that's the one you would have left. In both cases you would know which one you gave based on the one left.

Highly disagree, based purely on personal experience.

I'm not from the UK but in the EU, so when I ordered from IC, I had to pay customs for it. That's already an increased risk since it doesn't blend in with regular mail but gets scrutinised in the system and is held at the customs where police are cracking down on drugs and any white powder would seem extra suspicious despite the label. It went through without a hitch, they hadn't even opened the package. I ordered in April, soon before the site went down so not sure how relevant that is to the police response time. One month later, I got a welfare check from the police. I wrote about it here before when it happened but here it is in more detail.

There were 2 officers, asking to be let in, said they just wanna talk. I didn't have to let them in but I did, police in my country are mostly quite chill and reasonable so I wasn't worried. They said they had been alerted by the customs that I had ordered a substance used to self-harm. I clarified asking if it was about the salt and checking it's legal, they said yes to both. They also said on their own, that they cannot force me to hand it over, they can only ask that I do. I declined. I was honest with them about most of the things and told them how I'm still struggling and that it might feel weird but just having the substance on me brings me comfort. And they understood that.

The only thing I lied to them about was saying I have a contact with a professional at a psyciatric polyclinic. They see enough shit on their day job, the last thing I wanted to do is add to it by making them feel guilty not being to help me, so I was hoping that would remove the feeling of responsibility from their shoulders. I emphasised that things are difficult right now but I'm working through them with a professional because honestly, that I can acknowledge it's not okay to feel this way, I don't actually want to die. And that was only half a lie, I didn't get therapy but did see a psychiatric nurse at the clinic for a bit, but I pretty much gave up. At first I thought it was her who called the police, since I had recently stopped going the meetings, plus I had shared my thoughts and plans honestly and to great detail. My biggest fear with the police would've been that they're there to commit me and what would become of my cat then. I had already said before (in the meetings) that I would agree to being admitted if I can make arrangements to my cat first, but was told there is no need since I'm not psychotic. But being admitted wasn't a risk there since that visit was just asking about SN, so all we did was chat for a bit.

And then they left.

And that was that, there's not been any follow-up or contact attempts from any place since.
 
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ManWithNoName

ManWithNoName

Enlightened
Feb 2, 2019
1,224
I'd just say I am really into curing meats... I find it funny all of these people are trying to do all of this shit but won't actually do anything for you as a human being. They just want you to suffer.... They somehow magically expect your life to spontaneously improve....

Exactly.


Precisely I was in the psych ward for suicidal ideation... And God you would've thought I murdered the pope.... I have never met more unhospitable people in my life. Doctor just did less then the minimum leaving everything to the nurses who just treated you like shit. They should allow people after a time to end their lives painlessly and peacefully. Instead of making people trying to CTB in the shadows of the night trying to avoid detection....
What country did this happen in?
Sorry...I meant to ask this to someone else, not you—my bad.
 
lonely_men23

lonely_men23

Member
Aug 6, 2023
35
The other day police came round to my place. They said my details had been held by someone who was selling SN.They insisted that I handed it over. What I didn't tell them was that I'd ordered it from two places. So I handed one lot over and still have the other. I'm guessing other people had the same thing happen to them here? I suspect other people here used the same supplier. His customers were worldwide, and I believe interpol notified all relevant authorities to track the individual buyers and do a welfare check and get them to hand over any SN purchased. Apparently the seller is looking at several years in prison. They're clamping down. Apparently I'm now on some sort of watch list, "Merlin". Thankfully I still have half my SN, enough to CTB with, and all the necessary meds. I still wish I had a better method though. But chances are my mail is now being monitored more heavily. I wonder what their powers are. Apparently if we hadn't answered the door they would have bashed it down! Pigs.

Life is fucking shit. I hate existing. I wish I had the strength to just take the SN and be done with it.
how tf did you buy an sn, i want to buy one, but have no idea how.
 

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