What will you do on your last day?

[Ambivalent1]

I think if my last or the second to last day is really good then that would mean my life was kinda worth having lived.

 

[アホペンギン]

eat something nice or go out somewhere, help someone in need. I honestly don't know, just want at least someone to be thankful for my efforts so i'd probably go help someone in need.

 

[Ambivalent1]

eat something nice or go out somewhere, help someone in need. I honestly don't know, just want at least someone to be thankful for my efforts so i'd probably go help someone in need.

By giving them all your money?

 

[アホペンギン]

By giving them all your money?

Yeah, by that time i'd already have bought everything that i'd need for my ctb so I would just give them whatever I have left.

 

[Ambivalent1]

Yeah, by that time i'd already have bought everything that i'd need for my ctb so I would just give them whatever I have left.

Thousands?

 

[oiopb]

im trying to avoid doing anything suspicious because i dont want to go to jail for a few months , gotta pretend like everything is normal

 

[アホペンギン]

Thousands?

Maybe.. We'll see.

 

[oiopb]

also eat anything i want but that doesnt matter honestly dont feel like doing any of that bs stuff if im going to ctb then whybpretend like i still enjoy fold

 

[Ambivalent1]

im trying to avoid doing anything suspicious because i dont want to go to jail for a few months , gotta pretend like everything is normal

Why do you want to do bad things?

also eat anything i want but that doesnt matter honestly dont feel like doing any of that bs stuff if im going to ctb then whybpretend like i still enjoy fold

True. I'm going to eat a bag of m&Ms before the end

 

[アホペンギン]

True. I'm going to eat a bag of m&Ms before the end

Good choice of last "meal", m&Ms are my favorite snack. :) I hope you enjoy it when the time comes.

 

[Ambivalent1]

Good choice of last "meal", m&Ms are my favorite snack. :) I hope you enjoy it when the time comes.

I was going to eat a shrimp platter from a restaurant but too filling. I'll do that the day before. I plan to drink alcohol on the bridge and it works faster on an empty stomach.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Die- hopefully.

If I do the SN method, I may do it in the morning. So, I doubt I'll be doing much but preparing on the day or even 1 or 2 days before.

On the run up though, there are some places I would like to say goodbye to. Especially the sea.

I don't know. The more I think about the actual process, the more I wonder if I've got the guts for it.

 

[Ambivalent1]

Die- hopefully.

If I do the SN method, I may do it in the morning. So, I doubt I'll be doing much but preparing on the day or even 1 or 2 days before.

On the run up though, there are some places I would like to say goodbye to. Especially the sea.

I don't know. The more I think about the actual process, the more I wonder if I've got the guts for it.

Yeah it's still a fantasy. Reality is different and sadder

 

[oiopb]

Why do you want to do bad things?

True. I'm going to eat a bag of m&Ms before the end

no i dont want to do snything bad but if i get caught trying to ctb they send me to the hospital wich is basically jail

 

[FuneralCry]

It will just be another futile and tiresome day, I don't desire experiencing existence, my last day here would always be as insignificant as all the other ones.

 

[Takamagahara]

On my last aborted attempt I had a pretty good last day.

Set up all my notes on a delay to be sent three days after my planned date.

Had a last meal. It's dumb, but it was In-N-Out Burger, because it was my "treat meal" when I was a kid and reminded me of happier times.

Rode my motorcycle out to the beach and stared at a beautiful sunset.

Ironically, doing all of these things robbed me of the momentum I needed to CTB with my chosen method (gunshot). It was enough for my survival instinct to kick in.

My actual last day will be very simple by comparison. No overthinking. I'll just set up my notes again, eat something, then go outside and watch the stars before shooting myself.

 

[Bobert_Beniro]

Nothing special, I'll get up early in the morning as soon as I wake up, skip meals, go deep into the forest and swallow opiates there with alcohol

 

[Griffith_NPD]

Tell my love, "I love you *****" will be my last words.... But right before then, during the time I'm still alive (if I do the SN method), I will be on call with them, and give them everything I possibly can for them, for I truly do love them, and I want them to succeed in life, not become a failure such as myself....

I will also play them a beautiful piano song, and show them the art I have drawn, and sing to them... and of course... give them all of my notes, messages, letters, etc... just... everything for my love...

 

[Ambivalent1]

On my last aborted attempt I had a pretty good last day.

Set up all my notes on a delay to be sent three days after my planned date.

Had a last meal. It's dumb, but it was In-N-Out Burger, because it was my "treat meal" when I was a kid and reminded me of happier times.

Rode my motorcycle out to the beach and stared at a beautiful sunset.

Ironically, doing all of these things robbed me of the momentum I needed to CTB with my chosen method (gunshot). It was enough for my survival instinct to kick in.

My actual last day will be very simple by comparison. No overthinking. I'll just set up my notes again, eat something, then go outside and watch the stars before shooting myself.

That's helpful. If the day is too good, then why not live? Lol

 

[Takamagahara]

That's helpful. If the day is too good, then why not live? Lol

Hah, yeah, if you make the day "too good" then you might end up tricking yourself into things can be like this forever. That's a terrible false hope to have to deal with when reality next kicks you in the teeth.

 

[Stuckinpast28]

I would eat my favorite meal, get high, go to a secluded spot far from home maybe a national park, enjoy the view, listen to some music, than at the last moment i would play my final song and ctb.

 

[Ambivalent1]

Hah, yeah, if you make the day "too good" then you might end up tricking yourself into things can be like this forever. That's a terrible false hope to have to deal with when reality next kicks you in the teeth.

Exactly. You'd have to, impossibly, remind yourself that that special day can't be recreated very often, if at all. So maybe for me a good last day would be to wake up early and drive to the bridge and get there as the sun is just coming out. Dying during the day as life is in motion for everyone feels weird.

 

[HAL 9000]

I plan on taking a walk and basking in the scenery for a while. After that I'm taking 600ug of LSD and probably 7+ grams of Shrooms and I'm going to watch the last four episodes of The Sopranos followed by 2001: A Space Odyssey. I would eat, but let's just say that my stomach and Psychedelics aren't a match made in heaven.

 

[jemetire]

I think I will write a letter to my friends and then I will depart.

 

[blitz]

Nothing. It's all I do now so why break the habbit.

 

[FindingHome]

I don't know what I will do my last day but I am prepping ahead of time so on that day I can probably just relax and do nothing.

 

[Final_Choice]

Probably whatever I would have done normally so that it looks a little more natural

 

[natthebrat]

I'd send a comforting text to my girlfriend and to my best friend (aka chosen sister) to let them know how much I cared about them and that I made the best decision for myself. Other than that, same stuff as usual; I don't care about anything enough to need to do it a last time.