Ready for my bus but terrified of my family finding me

[sadpeach]

Ironic really, cause everyone knows the next two words that naturally follow the first two 'Of Death'.

I think I'd like 'em a bit more if so

Im in the same boat as you. I think it is time for me to go. The worst thing is I will have to plan everything–something thats really hard because Im just so exhausted, I barely have the energy. Im also worried about the person finding me.

Planning is more all-consuming than I anticipated. I gotta say it is very freeing making those plans though. The worst part is knowing someone will be traumatized. This is so unfair. It should be so much easier.

 

[CW36]

On a happier note I'm interested in full/partial suspension. Got my mojo to start getting my plan in order.

There's plenty of material on the site and also others. A search bar will crop up for you shortly at the top right, after you post twenty messages or so.

PM me if you have any further questions or need help with anything regarding this topic, as this is one of my 'specialist subjects'

 

[Gaga786]

I think I'd like 'em a bit more if so

Planning is more all-consuming than I anticipated. I gotta say it is very freeing making those plans though. The worst part is knowing someone will be traumatized. This is so unfair. It should be so much easier.

Yeah. That's definitely the worst part.

 

[sadpeach]

There's plenty of material on the site and also others. A search bar will crop up for you shortly at the top right, after you post twenty messages or so.

PM me if you have any further questions or need help with anything regarding this topic, as this is one of my 'specialist subjects'

Thank you so much! I've perused through the partial instructions and it sounded very doable, but wanna make sure I'm choosing the right method. I'm sure I'll have lots of questions and will be sure to reach out when they come up.

 

[CW36]

Thank you so much! I've perused through the partial instructions and it sounded very doable, but wanna make sure I'm choosing the right method. I'm sure I'll have lots of questions and will be sure to reach out when they come up.

My pleasure. Sure, take your time, it's the biggest decision you could possibly make.

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be tiring having to have suffered like that, I find it so inhumane how we exist in a world where people cannot just leave in peace, if assisted suicide was legalised then people wouldn't have to think about who finds them. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans.