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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
tomame
  • Poll
what's your general philosophy/mindset?
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18
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318
suncide10
suncide10
thethatsitboy
  • Question
Discussion If you have no assets, would you consider taking out a loan for a trip or some other purpose and then ctb?
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11
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1K
N@te
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Tyra
Why does it seem very easy to buy Metoclopramide online?
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6
Views
454
DeathSweetDeath
D
StrawberryRed
Survivivng ctb but still feeling dead
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4
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428
cecil
cecil
Its almost time!
CTB on school field trip?
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7
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234
ardea
ardea
3FailedAttemptss
Ordered SN from HB!!!
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32
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3K
komakun
komakun
W
have u guy ever feel a little bit of head ache breathing in N2?
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1
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76
DeadManLiving
DeadManLiving
nothirdact
Method What would happen if I took 50 mg of Flexeril and a crap ton of alcohol?
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0
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87
nothirdact
nothirdact
Kali06
Help How long till it ends (hanging)
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21
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858
SomewhereNew
SomewhereNew
WallTermite
Method Bathub drowning?
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7
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293
WallTermite
WallTermite
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i cant comment on 'Exit Bag and Inert Gas MegaThread'? i want to ask the guy a question about how to use the bag.
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7
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283
sometimelater
sometimelater
notevenhere
according to the pph, the sn method only takes 3 steps but… why is it more complicated in the tutorials here?
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2
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304
DeathSweetDeath
D
no.surprises
broken up with and im completely lost
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9
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327
no.surprises
no.surprises
eggsausagerice
Venting insomnia since suicide date is near unless i postpone again
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8
Views
591
Yakui
Yakui
C
Peoples incompetence makes me want to die
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0
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97
ceilng_tile
C
Rhizomorph1
Opioid Megathread & Overview
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219
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81K
whywereyouborn
whywereyouborn
violet.4321
Discussion Pushing people away
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6
Views
235
delinquentsandwich
delinquentsandwich
goodbad&ugly777
Help Update (not dead)
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2
Views
195
ardea
ardea
notthatclever
Last supper?
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15
Views
527
PoisonedOxygen
P
E
Limbo state
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1
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132
CrossroadsOfDestiny
C
Playingwiththedead
Discussion Probably a goodbye thread/ Taking less sn because of fear of throwing up?
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77
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3K
Playingwiththedead
Playingwiththedead
komakun
Discussion Playing music during/before CTB?
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9
Views
363
h4ppyhypoxia
h4ppyhypoxia
F
Help I need to go fast. SN and Benzo but no meto
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2
Views
135
fitoo5999
F
Rigbro64
thoughts on my OD plan?
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8
Views
511
Rigbro64
Rigbro64
Tyra
When should I buy my SN supplies?
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1
Views
109
Dawnfang
Dawnfang
fettyshooter
  • Question
Method fent (without benzos)
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11
Views
818
fettyshooter
fettyshooter
fettyshooter
  • Question
Method nitazenes/fent. feeling so hopeless
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2
Views
456
fettyshooter
fettyshooter
Tyra
Is taking SN while family gone to work an okay idea?
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12
Views
244
Tyra
Tyra
LonelyPrince
NSFW I want an ED (TW)
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10
Views
323
thelostautistic
T
R
How much methylphenidate to kill you? How does a methylphenidate OD feel?
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6
Views
180
RandomUsername1
R
Eva is sick
Discussion More happy but also more sad how
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3
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181
dust-in-the-wind
dust-in-the-wind
Die.A.Ria
Discussion Guys i feel so bad
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6
Views
217
valar_morghulis21
V
WallTermite
Venting I'm losing my mind
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3
Views
162
fitoo5999
F
A Sit of Doubting
do you feel like god has abandoned you?
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32
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1K
No-name
No-name
rei00
Method hydrochlorothiazide?
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1
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104
jyxzen
J
tender
Venting Partial hanging suck
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3
Views
278
tender
tender
Die.A.Ria
Discussion MIC vendors are desperate in getting me to order
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14
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723
tomatopotato475
tomatopotato475
sleepydeaths
Venting i wish i never introduced them to each other
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14
Views
492
notthatclever
notthatclever
S
Venting I'm done with life. Tried to hang myself (FSH) but I failed.
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4
Views
470
tender
tender
S
My dads building an extension.
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0
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112
Salhalla
S
P
Multi drug sedation with SN
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0
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89
pcm733
P
N
I tried to kill myself tonight and I felt nothing (it was a shitty unplanned attempt)
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3
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230
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
Endstati0n
Venting I wish this site didn't exist
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2
Views
308
komakun
komakun
N
Method Abortion
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10
Views
468
Passenger4224
Passenger4224
F
I feel better, SN arrived in 3 days.
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0
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132
fitoo5999
F
fluorescentpearl
Help If I was to leave the house alone would someone be able to trace my phone in time?
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3
Views
300
xXiloveyouXx
xXiloveyouXx
S
Discussion How to Leave with Minimal Pain for Those Who Remain
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66
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16K
hevnsfall
hevnsfall
Mgelanie
Venting being a woman in the middle east
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36
Views
2K
heldbyone
heldbyone
10mmc
Not ready to ctb? Downplaying? Idk, can anyone offer perspective?
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2
Views
183
10mmc
10mmc
825hp
Story copied from my notes app this morning
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0
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122
825hp
825hp
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