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aldens

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Aug 17, 2026
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72 hours after my failed attempt I am having:
  • Severe heart palpitations
  • Convulsions
  • Throwing up and constant feeling of nausea
  • Body pains
  • Auditory hallucinations

I am simply interested in the science, how is it that asphyxia causes such things? I would think the body returns to baseline shortly after a lack of oxygen to the brain. I am genuinely fascinated.
 
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MonkeyButter

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Sep 3, 2026
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Sorry your Follicle-Stimulating Hormone attempt failed. Google isn't nearly as helpful as it used to be. Thats what popped up when I looked into FSH. What do you mean?
 
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stupid trans guy

stupid trans guy

Im trying i swear
Sep 5, 2026
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Sorry your Follicle-Stimulating Hormone attempt failed. Google isn't nearly as helpful as it used to be. Thats what popped up when I looked into FSH. What do you mean?
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72 hours after my failed attempt I am having:
  • Severe heart palpitations
  • Convulsions
  • Throwing up and constant feeling of nausea
  • Body pains
  • Auditory hallucinations

I am simply interested in the science, how is it that asphyxia causes such things? I would think the body returns to baseline shortly after a lack of oxygen to the brain. I am genuinely fascinated.
I am wondering this too, but unfortunately i do not know.. too lazy to research.. im sure there are some forms ir threads on here already!!
 
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RazzleDazzle

The void stares back.
Sep 16, 2021
307
Damn, sorry to hear you're still having such a hard time.
 
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todienomore

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Apr 7, 2023
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this came up in previous threads, that (in my opinion) theres no safe way to practice ligature. id guess you had small brain bleeds and damaged your brain/nervous system. I didnt read it but this study seems to cover what im talking about. https://osf.io/preprints/psyarxiv/c6zbv_v1

the heart never stops pumping, blood cant compress, 60k miles of blood vessels, massive implications for the system when you stop it from circulating through the whole system
 
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aldens

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Aug 17, 2026
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Can i ask why did you fail? Can you estimate how long you hanged?
I failed because I wasn't aware that I'd be suffocating, and so I swung myself forward to bring my pullup tower down and free myself. I hung about 25 to 35 seconds.
 
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N@te

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Aug 6, 2026
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72 hours after my failed attempt I am having:
  • Severe heart palpitations
  • Convulsions
  • Throwing up and constant feeling of nausea
  • Body pains
  • Auditory hallucinations

I am simply interested in the science, how is it that asphyxia causes such things? I would think the body returns to baseline shortly after a lack of oxygen to the brain. I am genuinely fascinated.
If you get a severe concussion your going to have long term effects, because your brain was damaged. If your brain is without oxygen long enough, it will also be damaged, even if it survives. It will recover somewhat, but this will take time, and it cannot fully repair itself to baseline


Though 25-35 seconds isn't very long, so the effects you are experiencing may be from something other than oxygen deprivation (such as Cerebral Edema)
 

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