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abcdefg789

Experienced
May 8, 2026
211
See this was my experience and makes me question whether what i had was as good quality SN as it needed to be, i took it weeks back and, although was definitely fully poisoned (cyanosis, senses going, weakness) did not pass out even after 3 hours before i got to the hospital and got the antidote! I swallowed a huge chunk of it too

You were right as annoyed as i was when i was being told i wasnt "following the protocol" but the real reason i didnt and other people dont i feel is SI and anxiety. CTB in this way needs to be done without too much thinking in order to get past SI so even if you do manage to get past it its still hard to think properly, you would think your brain has been soaked in molasses with how slow you get.
You took 5 teaspoons of SN and survived? Wow
 
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abcdefg789

Experienced
May 8, 2026
211
nonethless you didn't seem to have a particularly bad reaction.

ah, humans are so interesting! There's a case where someon died from ingesting 1mg, and yet others can take a lot more and it doesn't have much impact.

Wish I knew which I would be! I'm pretty sensitive generally though, so would probably affect me badly.
Well, no, just 1 big chun
 

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