CTB Today!!!

[hdead]

Also the ones that end with Pam

Lorazepam
Clonazepam etc

I hope you noticed that those are also included in the ones that end with '-zepam' :')

 

[ctb_warrior]

I hope you noticed that those are also included in the ones that end with '-zepam' :')

Yeah
My bad

 

[canaryblue]

How are you feeling Alice?

 

[Braindead Girl]

How are you feeling Alice?

Pretty restless atm tbh but that's most likely due to the Meto, Also a bit nervous in general but that's not really anything new.

Also thank you for asking i really appreciate it.

What about you though how are you!

 

[MatiSendiri]

First of all, good luck to you! Hope you can find your peace for now or later.

	Fast for 8 hours and take minimal water as possible, 2 hours before SN (stop water)
1 hour before drinking SN	600mg of Ibuprofen or 1000mg of paracetamol. You can use any pain killer as long as you stay within the recommended dose
40 minutes before drinking SN	3 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30mg in total)
	Wait 40 minutes During the wait time, dissolve 25gm of Sodium Nitrite in 50-100ml of plain water (35gm if body weight over 100kg) Crush 20x30mg tablets (Oxazepam) (Benzos) with Mortar & Pestle Mix crushed tablets with enough water until a drinkable solution is created
	SN drink Drink Oxazepam (Benzos) in water Lay back

This one i'm not sure of the specific name

I do want to ask, do you modify this method yourself or do you follow PPEH to the letter? I think Oxazepam is kinda hard to find....

 

[canaryblue]

What about you though how are you!

I dunno just going through the motions. Haven't been on here in a long time but going through it recently.

Anyways, saw this thread on top and it kinda got to me. I care about you even though I obv don't know you personally. So I wanted to make sure you're fine. Sounds really dumb but idk. From girl to girl too.

Sorry if I say anything stupid I don't know how to communicate with other people anymore. But "I see you" as they say in that Avatar movie.

 

[Braindead Girl]

First of all, good luck to you! Hope you can find your peace for now or later.



I do want to ask, do you modify this method yourself or do you follow PPEH to the letter? I think Oxazepam is kinda hard to find....

I'm just using the ones i have stockpiled at home i forgot the brand but they should work and thank you <3

 

[MatiSendiri]

I'm just using the ones i have stockpiled at home i forgot the brand but they should work and thank you <3

Can I ask which medication do you take to follow the protocol? I hope it's the same (or at least similar) to the ones at the protocol...

 

[Braindead Girl]

I dunno just going through the motions. Haven't been on here in a long time but going through it recently.

Anyways, saw this thread on top and it kinda got to me. I care about you even though I obv don't know you personally. So I wanted to make sure you're fine. Sounds really dumb but idk. From girl to girl too.

Sorry if I say anything stupid I don't know how to communicate with other people anymore. But "I see you" as they say in that Avatar movie.

I really appreciate you asking all the same so dw!!

And it's fine don't worry about if you say something stupid i choose braindead girl as my username for a reason you know

Can I ask which medication do you take to follow the protocol? I hope it's the same (or at least similar) to the ones at the protocol...

Mirtazapane should work right?

 

[repthilium]

I hope yov find the peace yov so deeply desire, dear. Yov seem like a genvinely good person, bvt, vnfortvnately, being kind in this world can feel pointless... Have a good eternal rest. <3

 

[hlchoo]

Wish you all the best. Besides protocol, can play some nice music that is calming our mind.

 

[Braindead Girl]

I hope yov find the peace yov so deeply desire, dear. Yov seem like a genvinely good person, bvt, vnfortvnately, being kind in this world can feel pointless... Have a good eternal rest. <3

Aww thank you it means alot your really too kind thank you this means alot <3

Wish you all the best. Besides protocol, can play some nice music that is calming our mind.

Already sorted out a playlist of songs i'll be fading away too first song will be stars - hum though if you know it

 

[HopeNotLong]

I hope you find peace dear❤

 

[Braindead Girl]

Only a hour away now have just taken the dose of paracetamol

 

[hevnsfall]

Do you have a stuffed toy you can hug or a nice blanket? When i wanna go, i am even planning what kind of perfume i wanna smother myself with teehee

 

[Braindead Girl]

Do you have a stuffed toy you can hug or a nice blanket? When i wanna go, i am even planning what kind of perfume i wanna smother myself with teehee

I'm going to be hugging my mizuki plush and maybe a blahaj, good idea abt the perfurme though i might do the same

 

[komakun]

Awww thank you i love mizuki sm i have a ita bag of her too that i'll be bringing with me as i go and i might wear my cosplay of her honestly

Honestly something I would do but with my fav blue archive character/cosplay :') I really understand. cosplay was one of the things keeping me from ctb. And mizuki is the best pjsk character hehe, I tried getting merch but it was too expensive. I bet your cosplay and ita bag are super cute. Really wishing you the best <3

 

[hevnsfall]

I am just sitting at work now and i ain't planning to go home anytime soon. Gonna keep my eye on this thread and virtually hold your hand ,

 

[Braindead Girl]

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Honestly something I would do but with my fav blue archive character/cosplay :') I really understand. cosplay was one of the things keeping me from ctb. And mizuki is the best pjsk character hehe, I tried getting merch but it was too expensive. I bet your cosplay and ita bag are super cute. Really wishing you the best <3

Oooooh whos your fav BA character and i can send you a pic of the ita bag in dms if you wish idm and thank you it means alot <3

 

[Macedonian1987]

May your transition to the next world be a peaceful one, and may you awake in a world that is much better than this one. A world without sadness, pain and negativity.

If you are feeling restless due to the meto, try taking a small dosage of benzos to counteract that. That's what I will be doing when the time for me to ctb comes. Don't overdo it with the benzos though, because you risk falling a sleep mid-protocol.

 

[darksouls]

good luck, Alice
I wish you the best, I hope you find the peace you desire

 

[komakun]

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Oooooh whos your fav BA character and i can send you a pic of the ita bag in dms if you wish idm and thank you it means alot <3

Of course I would love to see it!!! I don't have an ita bag but I can send a pic of cute anime stuff I've collected too ;_; <3

and my fav character is Hoshino! there's so many cute characters so it's really hard to pick but she's definitely my #1. I have all 3 of her outfits for cosplay but never posted anything lol
I'm so sorry life has brought you to this point. You seem like a lovely and interesting person. I really do hope you can find peace

 

[mmoebread]

good luck! i hope you can find peace and rest easy i also really like mizuki heh.. i was able to t10 one of her events on the global server

 

[matsuzaka]

good luck! i hope you can find peace and rest easy i also really like mizuki heh.. i was able to t10 one of her events on the global server

omg fellow mizuki tierer!! i pray for your sanity

there are so many mizuki fans on this forum its crazy

 

[mmoebread]

omg fellow mizuki tierer!! i pray for your sanity

there are so many mizuki fans on this forum its crazy

mizuki and her big impact… could i ask ab ur tier in pms i'm curious coughs (not sure if i have perms tho)..

 

[matsuzaka]

mizuki and her big impact… could i ask ab ur tier in pms i'm curious coughs (not sure if i have perms tho)..

sure! i dont mind, i rarely check sasu though so forgive me if my responses are slow,,,

 

[Braindead Girl]

good luck! i hope you can find peace and rest easy i also really like mizuki heh.. i was able to t10 one of her events on the global server

A fan of mizuki is always a friend of mine! <3

Of course I would love to see it!!! I don't have an ita bag but I can send a pic of cute anime stuff I've collected too ;_; <3

and my fav character is Hoshino! there's so many cute characters so it's really hard to pick but she's definitely my #1. I have all 3 of her outfits for cosplay but never posted anything lol
I'm so sorry life has brought you to this point. You seem like a lovely and interesting person. I really do hope you can find peace

Hoshino is so cute she's def one of my favs too! <3 and i'll dm you it now!

 

[komakun]

good luck! i hope you can find peace and rest easy i also really like mizuki heh.. i was able to t10 one of her events on the global server

the closest I got was t200 I can't imagine the pain for t10

 

[Serena 2026]

Also the ones that end with Pam

Lorazepam
Clonazepam etc

Are these more effective for the protocol? Mine is the N version, and I plan to take clonazepam (the only one I could get).
Have a good journey, and I hope you find your peace in a peaceful way!!

 

[Braindead Girl]

Just made my SN drink put it in the Miku cup
Howww longg should i wait before drinkking
You need to wait for it to disssolve rigfhgt