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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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  • Question
If I keep thinking that I will have to kill myself in the future, will I have the guts to kill myself eventually?
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2
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178
kurikaesu
kurikaesu
NotUrDream
Discussion Thoughts and opinions on the afterlife.
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11
Views
368
AgathaChristieLover
AgathaChristieLover
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Purchasing from MIC
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5
Views
422
thesaintviper
thesaintviper
parabellum_
How reliable is shallow water drowning?
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6
Views
219
meowalyst
meowalyst
dust-in-the-wind
Mental Illness Does Not Discriminate
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4
Views
147
Forveleth
F
SoonToBeSoil
Story Failed first attempt(?)
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11
Views
845
heal
heal
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Help Is there anything I can buy off India mart? Where and what is everyone else getting?
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2
Views
111
RinneOfAragon
RinneOfAragon
sleeplessboyinbed
Venting Nobody would care if i died
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1
Views
95
Pvnie
Pvnie
csites
Help Does MDMA ruin anything in the SN method?
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6
Views
200
csites
csites
insekurity
clonazepam od non-method for a "trial run" of suicide?
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16
Views
886
Serena 2026
Serena 2026
R
Discussion Saw that audacity guys video
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0
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17
retstardeda$$hole
R
M
I was lurking incel forum
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47
Views
3K
fitoo5999
F
P
Can I drink alcohol and then take SN four hours later?
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4
Views
107
raphleobillydanni
R
Fuji
SN MIC
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39
Views
2K
Die.A.Ria
Die.A.Ria
melancholyxx
Venting my mom had sex with my dad and what she was the most scared about was making another me
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2
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244
Manfrotto99
M
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Help I have sn in water can I save it for another day
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3
Views
116
aunaltravita
A
F
Story The urge to die
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1
Views
184
charlieee
charlieee
fluorescentpearl
Help How much rope necessary for fsh?
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0
Views
110
fluorescentpearl
fluorescentpearl
fluorescentpearl
  • Solved
Help Would this be a good anchor point?
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4
Views
238
JesiBel
JesiBel
fluorescentpearl
Help I found a second possible anchor point place.. Could someone DM me?
Replies
0
Views
65
fluorescentpearl
fluorescentpearl
smirks00ts
Venting s00ts vent thread.
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12
Views
357
smirks00ts
smirks00ts
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Thiopental Sodium/Sodium Nitrite Mix
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0
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77
Daniel555
D
R
Syncope in front of deep water?
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0
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59
rosegarden123
R
bipolar22
Suicide
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2
Views
130
bipolar22
bipolar22
GEIPPLaf
Venting I'm such a loser
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2
Views
307
Manfrotto99
M
chapitaupe
Venting Being alive makes me physically sick
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7
Views
358
Manfrotto99
M
R
How much argon gas do I need to successfully die?
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7
Views
128
Fadenself00_
Fadenself00_
bunnyloop
Venting every aspect of my life is shit
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3
Views
188
Manfrotto99
M
H
Do you relate to this feeling?
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4
Views
108
hughmun9
hughmun9
WishfulNeanderthal
Method A version of the "Heath Ledger" method (OD)
Replies
16
Views
1K
carfemtanyl
C
Die.A.Ria
Discussion Whats the method you chose? And if you couldnt do it what else would you choose
Replies
10
Views
229
floweryrosee
floweryrosee
emptymiku
Venting i wish they all hated me
Replies
4
Views
237
meowpuppy
meowpuppy
100memoryleaks
my new plan with sn
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13
Views
536
fluorescentpearl
fluorescentpearl
elle.xoxo
  • Question
Help SN sourcing in india
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17
Views
1K
moist_maven
M
Defenestration
Time passes, and I'm still here
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0
Views
88
Defenestration
Defenestration
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  • Question
To-do list before CTB
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0
Views
94
whgfb29200
W
D
Discussion I am new from india.
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36
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1K
moist_maven
M
J
Yesterday, I got one step closer to my end
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2
Views
164
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
P
Venting I’m trying to think of reasons not to CTB but I can’t
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5
Views
262
Manfrotto99
M
FF777
i have to CTB in 1 day and i'm scared
Replies
40
Views
2K
Manfrotto99
M
LastLoveLetter
Chronic Illnesses and Physical Diseases Megathread
Replies
385
Views
66K
ringing-bell
ringing-bell
Honeybee
Venting Found out I'm blocked by someone I wanted to apologise to
Replies
0
Views
96
Honeybee
Honeybee
Passenger4224
Discussion "If you truly wanted to CTB, you'd be able to do it."
Replies
20
Views
748
+lostdog+
+lostdog+
Tyra
Morphine pills + benzos or SN method?
Replies
2
Views
148
hdead
H
M
I detest my SI
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0
Views
90
Manfrotto99
M
+lostdog+
Quelling Fear Of Death?
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4
Views
144
+lostdog+
+lostdog+
4
Help how to handle extreme feelings of guilt?
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12
Views
292
4Das
4
L
Help Fear
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0
Views
108
luna674
L
E
  • Poll
Discussion Will you post a Goodbye thread when you CTB?
Replies
7
Views
171
Die.A.Ria
Die.A.Ria
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They will only care after you're dead
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11
Views
361
Manfrotto99
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