bb5055
New Member
- May 17, 2026
- 3
i was severely abused as a kid by every member of my family. mom sexually abused me, dad physically abused me and was emotionally incesteous with me, brothers were physically and emotionally abusive etc. they are why i'm planning to CTB, the CPTSD they gave me has just ruined any chance i ever could have had at being happy in any way.
i don't want a single one of them finding out that im dead when it happens, and if they are notified to not be allowed at whatever service there might be. i have no close friends or anything who would even hold a service so i was just hoping to direct the local government to throw away whatever's left of the cremation and skip a service or obituary, if that's at all possible. i don't even know where to begin doing something like this though.
i don't want a single one of them finding out that im dead when it happens, and if they are notified to not be allowed at whatever service there might be. i have no close friends or anything who would even hold a service so i was just hoping to direct the local government to throw away whatever's left of the cremation and skip a service or obituary, if that's at all possible. i don't even know where to begin doing something like this though.
