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smirks00ts

smirks00ts

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Jul 12, 2026
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I found it recently and talked to a few people, but many of them dont ship to individuals or dont offer samples. anything I should look out for? thank you.
 
cowlover1252

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Aug 21, 2026
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I found it recently and talked to a few people, but many of them dont ship to individuals or dont offer samples. anything I should look out for? thank you.
How many did you talk with? I've wondered how much the wording of your message wil affect your success rate . I've heard of people who contacted 1, I've heard of people who contacted dozens, it's all just luck and messaging as many as you can.

I only had to contact the first page of sellers and the one I bought from was pretty adamant about making the sale. They had a MOQ of only 1 kg... which is odd since the site is typically for bulk orders. I think that this seller on particular, as as well as some others on there, know exactly what they're doing in regards to selling sn for ctb. I got 100g for $180.

You can msg me if there's anything I might be able to help with
 
Tyra

Tyra

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Jul 22, 2026
329
How many did you talk with? I've wondered how much the wording of your message wil affect your success rate . I've heard of people who contacted 1, I've heard of people who contacted dozens, it's all just luck and messaging as many as you can.

I only had to contact the first page of sellers and the one I bought from was pretty adamant about making the sale. They had a MOQ of only 1 kg... which is odd since the site is typically for bulk orders. I think that this seller on particular, as as well as some others on there, know exactly what they're doing in regards to selling sn for ctb. I got 100g for $180.

You can msg me if there's anything I might be able to help with
Have you gotten your package yet? Also where are you from?
 
cowlover1252

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Aug 21, 2026
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Have you gotten your package yet? Also where are you from?
United States. Ordered on the 24th, got tracking on the 30th.
 
Tyra

Tyra

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Jul 22, 2026
329
United States. Ordered on the 24th, got tracking on the 30th.
Do you live with anyone? Just wondering because I'm nervous the people I live with will see the package, and if you had a plan if they see it?
 
cowlover1252

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Do you live with anyone? Just wondering because I'm nervous the people I live with will see the package, and if you had a plan if they see it?
Yes. Apart of my initial message for each seller was whether they can confirm a list of things, one of which including no warning/hazardous material label on the outside. They showed me photos of interior and exterior packaging showing it will come in an unmarked brown box.

If the SN is mislabeled, which is essential, there is no need for them to put toxic stickers on the box, as the mail carrier/customs does not know what is truly inside. You can also make sure to ask that the package does not require a signature upon delivery.

There's no harm in explicitly insisting the packaging must be in a discreet brown box. If having a package delivered to your home's address at all is an issue, then you could look into getting it delivery to a PO box.

If my family sees the box, which they will, especially since they have informed delivery, they won't think anything of it.
 
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smirks00ts

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Jul 12, 2026
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How many did you talk with? I've wondered how much the wording of your message wil affect your success rate . I've heard of people who contacted 1, I've heard of people who contacted dozens, it's all just luck and messaging as many as you can.

I only had to contact the first page of sellers and the one I bought from was pretty adamant about making the sale. They had a MOQ of only 1 kg... which is odd since the site is typically for bulk orders. I think that this seller on particular, as as well as some others on there, know exactly what they're doing in regards to selling sn for ctb. I got 100g for $180.

You can msg me if there's anything I might be able to help with
so far only three. I plan to talk to more.
I really only text them something like "hi, is there 35mg available?" and not much else. but through reading this thread I should be more descriptive.

also one of them asked what would I use it for, I said meat preservation but they said they dont ship to individuals. so theres that.
 
cowlover1252

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so far only three. I plan to talk to more.
I really only text them something like "hi, is there 35mg available?" and not much else. but through reading this thread I should be more descriptive.

also one of them asked what would I use it for, I said meat preservation but they said they dont ship to individuals. so theres that.
I'm pretty sure its 25 grams (not mg) to ctb. You'll want more than that incase you fail or throw it up, you dont want to have to go and order more. I'm hearing of a lot of sellers who are asking for usage, but none of the people i contacted asked for that, but also only 1 of them said yes so...

I bought 100g, which is a lot more than needed but enough for testing and mistakes/failed attemots. Make sure your message to them sounds semi-professional so they think you're a serious buyer/professional as that could be contributing to the refusals
 
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smirks00ts

smirks00ts

have you...ever done something that you regret?
Jul 12, 2026
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I'm pretty sure its 25 grams (not mg) to ctb. You'll want more than that incase you fail or throw it up, you dont want to have to go and order more. I'm hearing of a lot of sellers who are asking for usage, but none of the people i contacted asked for that, but also only 1 of them said yes so...

I bought 100g, which is a lot more than needed but enough for testing and mistakes/failed attemots. Make sure your message to them sounds semi-professional so they think you're a serious buyer,
I meant to say grams yes. I just wrote mg by pure instinct.

Thank you for the advice.
 
Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
329
Yes. Apart of my initial message for each seller was whether they can confirm a list of things, one of which including no warning/hazardous material label on the outside. They showed me photos of interior and exterior packaging showing it will come in an unmarked brown box.

If the SN is mislabeled, which is essential, there is no need for them to put toxic stickers on the box, as the mail carrier/customs does not know what is truly inside. You can also make sure to ask that the package does not require a signature upon delivery.

There's no harm in explicitly insisting the packaging must be in a discreet brown box. If having a package delivered to your home's address at all is an issue, then you could look into getting it delivery to a PO box.

If my family sees the box, which they will, especially since they have informed delivery, they won't think anything of it.
Did you get your SN yet?
 
graveflower

graveflower

druidess
Nov 18, 2025
89
How many did you talk with? I've wondered how much the wording of your message wil affect your success rate . I've heard of people who contacted 1, I've heard of people who contacted dozens, it's all just luck and messaging as many as you can.

I only had to contact the first page of sellers and the one I bought from was pretty adamant about making the sale. They had a MOQ of only 1 kg... which is odd since the site is typically for bulk orders. I think that this seller on particular, as as well as some others on there, know exactly what they're doing in regards to selling sn for ctb. I got 100g for $180.

You can msg me if there's anything I might be able to help with
I got 1 kg for about $130. This was the first one I spoke to- I think I lucked out. Arrived in about a week. Mine was also pretty hot on making the sale, but not very pushy. She was completely okay with me very obviously being an individual and didn't seem to mind that I had no "business." The recent discrepancy in pricing makes me raise an eyebrow, though. They definitely know what they're doing.
 
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Did you get your SN yet?
No they were supposed to use express shipping and they used a cheaper option then pocketed the amount of money they saved. Was supposed to be 10-15 days shipping. Don't know how long it's gonna be, hopefully a week or two. It's sitting in a cargo crate and hasn't even gone through customs.
 
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abcdefg789

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May 8, 2026
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How many did you talk with? I've wondered how much the wording of your message wil affect your success rate . I've heard of people who contacted 1, I've heard of people who contacted dozens, it's all just luck and messaging as many as you can.

I only had to contact the first page of sellers and the one I bought from was pretty adamant about making the sale. They had a MOQ of only 1 kg... which is odd since the site is typically for bulk orders. I think that this seller on particular, as as well as some others on there, know exactly what they're doing in regards to selling sn for ctb. I got 100g for $180.

You can msg me if there's anything I might be able to help with
I'm also certain they know what they're selling for too.
 
hevnsfall

hevnsfall

Cat mom
Jul 18, 2026
94
Please make sure you test it. I cannot stress it enough.

Legit seller or not, follow the guide and test the product once you get it, and afterwards store it in an airtight dark jar.
 
cowlover1252

cowlover1252

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Aug 21, 2026
99
Please make sure you test it. I cannot stress it enough.

Legit seller or not, follow the guide and test the product once you get it, and afterwards store it in an airtight dark jar.
Do you know how often people receive SN that is bad/unusable to CTB? I know testing is important but I'm curious how often the test fails, if you know anything.
 
h4ppyhypoxia

h4ppyhypoxia

Student
Aug 8, 2026
199
I'm also certain they know what they're selling for too.
yeah + some of them arent willing, ive pmed some asking about a sample, and they say they dont do samples in small quantities because the item is "dangerous"
 

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