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Salhalla

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Hello I live in Ireland. With where I am at in life right now I will kill myself. I have never been more desperate. I want to die as soon as possible. I want to order SN tommorow from MIC , but today I need to get everything organised first and learn about how I should order it so that I have the lowest chance of being caught trying to acquire it getting it trough post office and not having parents notice. A 1kg bag of factory supply sodium nitrite with a 99% purity is about $1.50 to order from where I live? Is it really that cheap??? Could I be getting scammed?

My main concern with SN is just getting it to my house. I need tips. There is an option to request a sample of the 99% purity sodium nitrite but I dont know how much sodium nitrite is actually in the sample? Is it better to order just the free sample or the 1kg? All advice would be greatly appreciated
 
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Hello I live in Ireland. With where I am at in life right now I will kill myself. I have never been more desperate. I want to die as soon as possible. I want to order SN tommorow from MIC , but today I need to get everything organised first and learn about how I should order it so that I have the lowest chance of being caught trying to acquire it getting it trough post office and not having parents notice. A 1kg bag of factory supply sodium nitrite with a 99% purity is about $1.50 to order from where I live? Is it really that cheap??? Could I be getting scammed?

My main concern with SN is just getting it to my house. I need tips. There is an option to request a sample of the 99% purity sodium nitrite but I dont know how much sodium nitrite is actually in the sample? Is it better to order just the free sample or the 1kg? All advice would be greatly appreciated
On MiC the listed prices do not account for shipping and handling. For how much SN you need to CTB, the price is insignificant, but to send it to you is what costs a lot of money, which you'll have to pay for even if its a free sample. If you are scammed it'll probably be on the price, not the product. The chance of getting scammed is low especially if the seller has good reviews. Even if they know you're not a business who wants to test their product before coming back and buying 1 ton, the possibility of you leaving a good review after buying a small amount is worth their time.

The seller I ordered from had it listed as $1 for 1 kg. I inquired with sellers (not request sample) asking if they could ship to my country a 100g sample (more than needed, but enough to accommodate for failed attempts and testing), and asked to confirm whether they can ship it in a plain brown box, mislabel it as something else to get it through customs, and ensure that the external packaging contains no hazard or warning labels.

I messaged 25 sellers: 7 said they can't ship Class 5 hazardous material without complying with proper labeling and customs declaration, 4 said the order is too small, 13 gave no response or said "hi," or something, and 1 said yes... and sent me 5 messages while I was sleeping giving me more information and asking if I'm still interested. They provided photos of the packaging and agreed to mislabel, I paid with paypal but I think Alipay is more common. After shipping + desperation fee it came out to $180. That's on the higher end for U.S shipping, but since you're in Europe it should be less,. They said I'll receive tracking in a few days and they later messaged me saying it's been shipped.
 
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On MiC the listed prices do not account for shipping and handling. For how much SN you need to CTB, the price is insignificant, but to send it to you is what costs a lot of money, which you'll have to pay for even if its a free sample. If you are scammed it'll probably be on the price, not the product. The chance of getting scammed is low especially if the seller has good reviews. Even if they know you're not a business who wants to test their product before coming back and buying 1 ton, the possibility of you leaving a good review after buying a small amount is worth their time.

The seller I ordered from had it listed as $1 for 1 kg. I inquired with sellers (not request sample) asking if they could ship to my country a 100g sample (more than needed, but enough to accommodate for failed attempts and testing), and asked to confirm whether they can ship it in a plain brown box, mislabel it as something else to get it through customs, and ensure that the external packaging contains no hazard or warning labels.

I messaged 25 sellers: 7 said they can't ship Class 5 hazardous material without complying with proper labeling and customs declaration, 4 said the order is too small, 13 gave no response or said "hi," or something, and 1 said yes... and sent me 5 messages while I was sleeping giving me more information and asking if I'm still interested. They provided photos of the packaging and agreed to mislabel, I paid with paypal but I think Alipay is more common. After shipping + desperation fee it came out to $180. That's on the higher end for U.S shipping, but since you're in Europe it should be less,. They said I'll receive tracking in a few days and they later messaged me saying it's been shipped.
Sounds like the MIC place I bought from.

Personally, I'm now a little worried about it coming in a 1kg sealed plastic bag. Because well, to open and extract some, it's going to let air and moisture in, so the rest will deteriorate. Not sure what to do. Well, can't do anythign now !
 

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