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MisterOGBongWater

MisterOGBongWater

Student
Aug 30, 2023
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i feel like everyone i know wants to FUCKING KILL ME DIRECTLY OR INDIRECTLY. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK EVERYONE AROUND ME DOESNT CARE NOBODY AROUND ME CARES NOBODY GIVES A SHIT EVERYONE AT THE END OF THE DAY PUTS THEMSELVES FIRST ALWAYS EVERYTIME IM A LITTLE MUCH IM PUSHED AWAY WE ARE SO COLD AND CRUEL AND IT FEELS LIKE ITS IN OUR NATURE TO BE HEARTLESS I FEEL SO TORTURED EVERY SINGLE DAY BECAUSE I CANT TRUST ANYONE
 
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pepperfarmer

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Aug 31, 2026
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The current culture in a lot of the world is individualistic and encourages shallow friendships over more meaningful connection, so many people only make space for fair weather friendships.

I'm really sorry you've been made to feel this way. It's not your fault and I hope you find people who appreciate you.
 
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The current culture in a lot of the world is individualistic and encourages shallow friendships over more meaningful connection, so many people only make space for fair weather friendships.

I'm really sorry you've been made to feel this way. It's not your fault and I hope you find people who appreciate you.
Its horrible i feel it from my family and my girlfriend too i want my value to be infinite to someone but it seems like i cant be at my worst without being criticized or judged everyone is so concerned about me and my behavior till i actually need some fucking human compassion i get im a lot and im annoying and i bother people but the way i love is so hard to break and unlimited and unbreakable and i just wish someone would love me the way i love them it feels like im only worth treating like a human being if i show value if i have no value people are cold and it makes me feel much less valuable. sometimes i dont even believe im real why am i full of unconditional love and no one has it for me
 
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