Lunagiri
New Member
- Oct 17, 2024
- 1
Howdy! I haven't really posted on here before, but I figured I would because I feel very cornered and out of options in my point in life right now.
I have tried to OD on hydroxzine about the regular dosage, but I did end up swallowing quite a lot of pills -I had a lot of bottles... about 4-5-
I believe the mg was about 25mgs? my memory doesn't serve me all that well at the moment, but I know it wasn't a huge dosage. I ended up waking up the next morning extremely tired and unfortunately did not ctb (Sad face) but I did find out I'm quite resistant to sedatives in general so they never really work for me even when I'm sick.
I have also tried cutting but the artery is very deep within one's arm and a box cutter isn't quite built for the job (lolol) so I thought about buying a gun but guns are quite expensive where I am, min at about $600-$700 and I'm way to dumb to find out where DSL is or any hints regarding anything similar to such topics so I'm just looking for any suggestions for stuff over the counter that I could possibly mix in order for a lethal dose and preferably painless (as if I haven't suffered enough) but Ill make a separate post for a vent:)
I do appreciate anyone who is able to help and hope they are having a good night/day:D
I have tried to OD on hydroxzine about the regular dosage, but I did end up swallowing quite a lot of pills -I had a lot of bottles... about 4-5-
I believe the mg was about 25mgs? my memory doesn't serve me all that well at the moment, but I know it wasn't a huge dosage. I ended up waking up the next morning extremely tired and unfortunately did not ctb (Sad face) but I did find out I'm quite resistant to sedatives in general so they never really work for me even when I'm sick.
I have also tried cutting but the artery is very deep within one's arm and a box cutter isn't quite built for the job (lolol) so I thought about buying a gun but guns are quite expensive where I am, min at about $600-$700 and I'm way to dumb to find out where DSL is or any hints regarding anything similar to such topics so I'm just looking for any suggestions for stuff over the counter that I could possibly mix in order for a lethal dose and preferably painless (as if I haven't suffered enough) but Ill make a separate post for a vent:)
I do appreciate anyone who is able to help and hope they are having a good night/day:D