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Hi all (UPDATE SOUTH AMERICAN SOURCE IS GONE ACCORDING TO PPH 2026 JUNE NEWS ARTICLE)

N being a controlled substance, even if I manage to get some N from Cosca. I might book a week to give me some time and credibilaty. How do I get it back to the Netherlands?

First option is plane. 100ml in a different kind of bottle. Not sure how hard I am going to get checked. I imagine taking it in a liquid bottle of vodka/ water or something. This is the dangerous option if I get caught.

Second option: Send it overseas, but how? Post package could still be checked and confiscated or worse.

This is whats making this method hard! Otherwise its like a vacation with souvenir.
 
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Hi all

N being a controlled substance, even if I manage to get some N from Cosca. I might book a week to give me some time and credibilaty. How do I get it back to the Netherlands?

First option is plane. 100ml in a different kind of bottle. Not sure how hard I am going to get checked. I imagine taking it in a liquid bottle of vodka/ water or something. This is the dangerous option if I get caught.

Second option: Send it overseas, but how? Post package could still be checked and confiscated or worse.

This is whats making this method hard! Otherwise its like a vacation with souvenir.
That's a legit problem. I'm in India and in domestic flight as well, they said that spices are not allowed. So, in international flights, there could be a lot of scrutiny
 
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Hi all

N being a controlled substance, even if I manage to get some N from Cosca. I might book a week to give me some time and credibilaty. How do I get it back to the Netherlands?

First option is plane. 100ml in a different kind of bottle. Not sure how hard I am going to get checked. I imagine taking it in a liquid bottle of vodka/ water or something. This is the dangerous option if I get caught.

Second option: Send it overseas, but how? Post package could still be checked and confiscated or worse.

This is whats making this method hard! Otherwise its like a vacation with souvenir.
First things being first I would love to know if you can get it still because word on the grapevine is that Peru is no longer an option for sourcing.

Please let us know if you've been successful?

Someone else here said that he decanted it into a 100ml travel shampoo bottle - one that was not clear. Maybe a mouthwash bottle?

Best wishes and enjoy your time there.
 
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N= ?
 
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First things being first I would love to know if you can get it still because word on the grapevine is that Peru is no longer an option for sourcing.

Please let us know if you've been successful?

Someone else here said that he decanted it into a 100ml travel shampoo bottle - one that was not clear. Maybe a mouthwash bottle?

Best wishes and enjoy your time there.
Where did you hear that, I am not in Peru, but was thinking of going soon
First things being first I would love to know if you can get it still because word on the grapevine is that Peru is no longer an option for sourcing.

Please let us know if you've been successful?

Someone else here said that he decanted it into a 100ml travel shampoo bottle - one that was not clear. Maybe a mouthwash bottle?

Best wishes and enjoy your time there.
You mean mixing it with mouthwash too? To get similair color?
Because of possible prison sentence in peru, I think shipping it is the only option really.
Because of possible prison sentence in peru, I think shipping it is the only option really.
Because of possible prison sentence in peru, I think shipping it is the only option really.
 
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if you only have hand luggage, it can be risky. if you have luggage to check in, i would say you re 95% ok.
 
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if you only have hand luggage, it can be risky. if you have luggage to check in, i would say you re 95% ok.
I am not sure about sentencing. Could be years.
 
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Omg thats so risky i wouldnt do it tbh i would just ship it and hope if gets through customs
 
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I just read on pph 2026 june. That south American sources are gone. https://www.peacefulpillhandbook.com/nembutal-otc-is-no-more/ ;(
I just read on pph 2026 june. That south AmeJustrican sources are gone. https://www.peacefulpillhandbook.com/nembutal-otc-is-no-more/
Just out of curiosity why do you want to bring it back to NL?

There are so many beautiful places in Peru to just lie down and disappear and never be found, why would you bother to risk hucking it back across the Atlantic?
 
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Just out of curiosity why do you want to bring it back to NL?

There are so many beautiful places in Peru to just lie down and disappear and never be found, why would you bother to risk hucking it back across the Atlantic?
I am not in Peru. nor do I think the source still exists. And I wouldnt do that because it costs maybe 7000 to get your body back to EU
 
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I am not in Peru. nor do I think the source still exists. And I wouldnt do that because it costs maybe 7000 to get your body back to EU
Why bother even being found? The wilderness there is vast.
 
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someone on this forum got N from Peru in march, it seems unlikely that the sources have all dried up since then.
 
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First things being first I would love to know if you can get it still because word on the grapevine is that Peru is no longer an option for sourcing.

Please let us know if you've been successful?

Someone else here said that he decanted it into a 100ml travel shampoo bottle - one that was not clear. Maybe a mouthwash bottle?

Best wishes and enjoy your time there.
are other south american countries viable that u know of?
 
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First things being first I would love to know if you can get it still because word on the grapevine is that Peru is no longer an option for sourcing.

Please let us know if you've been successful?

Someone else here said that he decanted it into a 100ml travel shampoo bottle - one that was not clear. Maybe a mouthwash bottle?

Best wishes and

First things being first I would love to know if you can get it still because word on the grapevine is that Peru is no longer an option for sourcing.

Please let us know if you've been successful?

Someone else here said that he decanted it into a 100ml travel shampoo bottle - one that was not clear. Maybe a mouthwash bottle?

Best wishes and enjoy your time there.
Yes, it was me... I was in Peru this past March to buy my N, and I brought it back in two 100 ml bottles labeled as shampoo... Everything went very smoothly—both leaving Peru and arriving in my home country—but arrival procedures might be stricter in your country; that's something worth checking! 🤷🏻‍♀️
if you only have hand luggage, it can be risky. if you have luggage to check in, i would say you re 95% ok.
I agree with you... I traveled with only carry-on luggage since it wasn't a leisure trip (I was there for just 3 days—it could have been 2, but there were no flights available). Getting through security was nerve-wracking, but everything worked out fine!! 🍀
someone on this forum got N from Peru in march, it seems unlikely that the sources have all dried up since then.
There's an "N" version in Peru—I actually bought one back in March! 🙋🏻‍♀️🙂
someone on this forum got N from Peru in march, it seems unlikely that the sources have all dried up since then.
There's an "N" version in Peru—I actually bought one back in March! 🙋🏻‍♀️🙂
N = Nembutal = Pentobarbital
 
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