AloneGunManTheory
Member
- Jul 21, 2026
- 12
I love her so much. She's so beautiful and talented. Her art is like Picasso reincarnate. I know I talked about living a guy before but I met someone else a few years ago, so now I'm obsessed with 2 people. She's so fucking amazing. I love it when she gives me the cold shoulder. I love everything she does to me. She's helped me through so much I literally do not deserve her. The days are creeping closer and I need to find the gun soon, parents hid it too well. Old 44, more than enough to do the job. I need my brains splattered all over. I've done her wrong so much I don't deserve to live all i do is bring her down. Like genuinely I do not deserve to live, I am a scumbag piece of shit loser creep why the fuck wasn't I aborted. My mom drank and did coke when she was pregnant with me why give birth to me you wretched c't you knew what would happen. God does not exist because he allows this level of suffering without answers. I want to blow my fucking brains out and have them stuck and slide off of the walls and windows like peeling gum so fucking bad.
