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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
Duochrome-Seahorse
Discussion the thought of death is starting to scare me (potential recovery?)
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1
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539
samsara_96
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Strawberry_Clouds
Story so I accidentally made a way to stop myself from thinking about ctb
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9
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1K
buttonfish
buttonfish
themisfell
piece of hope in the weirdest possible place
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1
Views
439
timf
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Getting by
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1
Views
500
carac
carac
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Update: I no longer feel suicidal
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11
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1K
Alyra
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Bleedingheartbeat
Discussion Society's the problem.
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10
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1K
DEATH IS FREEDOM
DEATH IS FREEDOM
redpaint
experience w/ hotlines
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10
Views
871
Hystearical
Hystearical
serah
Help medications
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12
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1K
CtlvrX
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ToniFoxGirl!!
Story I saved a girls life tonight and I wanna save my own
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0
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489
ToniFoxGirl!!
ToniFoxGirl!!
borderline-feline
How do I know if I want to get better?
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9
Views
732
Lys_C15H25N3O_d3
Lys_C15H25N3O_d3
wasteandvoid
Discussion How common is it to deny your parents were not abusive, when you are waking up to how bad things really were?
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4
Views
727
sash
sash
Celerity
Story I Don't Hate Myself Anymore
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1
Views
743
hill.berri
hill.berri
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how to recover from mother issues?
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2
Views
469
hill.berri
hill.berri
CrimsonJuice
  • Question
Bouncing thoughts
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11
Views
897
olearius
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barelyrussian
Help First post. I don't know how to start getting better
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8
Views
790
olearius
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lani.<3
Discussion Are these scars noticeable?
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19
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2K
ThatStateOfMind
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AllCatsAreGrey
An intro and reflection on my experience of the site
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1
Views
548
dazed_dreamer
dazed_dreamer
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Ketamine therapy
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0
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433
doughmixer1982
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Cepi
I want friends for the time being
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2
Views
495
dumbgirlonline
dumbgirlonline
ToniFoxGirl!!
Story Job interview at cemetery
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9
Views
1K
Salvation_
Salvation_
ShinigamiApples
Story If you would like a poem written about you link a thread about you or Replay to this one.
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2
Views
688
sserafim
sserafim
PublicDiary0606
Discussion Sleep Anxiety
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1
Views
565
Inthewind
Inthewind
NotToTouchTheEarth
Almost 30, still in Limbo - The myth of "perceived loneliness"
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3
Views
665
TabooMushroom2
TabooMushroom2
suprswag
my last post (i'm getting better)
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9
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2K
Akanea
Akanea
MushroomTaffy
To those reconsidering.
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15
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1K
olearius
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Recovered people’s stories megathread
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3
Views
731
carac
carac
subhuman metalhead
Help Thinking about getting a hysterectomy in hopes of improving my mental health
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3
Views
627
Renee
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Tionally
pretending isn't as easy
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4
Views
735
Tionally
Tionally
Square251
Help Surrounded by people, yet completely alone.
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5
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1K
ChiseHatori
ChiseHatori
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Waiting to be helped
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2
Views
476
november_55th
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renrone
Help Conflicted about therapy
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4
Views
852
lita-lassi
lita-lassi
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To forgive your self
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1
Views
647
timf
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The myth of Sisysphus
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6
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1K
Cursedfromlife
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Discussion Adhd meds fueled stress/depression
Replies
15
Views
2K
Grav
Grav
SanctionedSkittles
Story Drugs and Psychedelics
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3
Views
566
SanctionedSkittles
SanctionedSkittles
SmokeDetector
Getting better and then losing control again
Replies
3
Views
506
dylanoffline
dylanoffline
kaidatenn
Contemplating about ctb or therapy
Replies
8
Views
694
kaidatenn
kaidatenn
suicidepanda
Resource How to cope with loneliness — some tips from me to you.
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0
Views
690
suicidepanda
suicidepanda
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panic attacks and getting lost
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3
Views
504
Inthewind
Inthewind
edea666
Help I was sexually harassed. Should I tell my boyfriend?
Replies
5
Views
920
Dot
Dot
kelimackie
being selfish is better for my mental health
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1
Views
438
Baldwin IV
Baldwin IV
JusMe
Back
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5
Views
576
Baldwin IV
Baldwin IV
anhedonicNfoggy
Weirdly I don’t feel suicidal rn
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1
Views
432
adrenalinejunkie
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kelimackie
I think I can continue for a while
Replies
5
Views
605
snowcloud9
snowcloud9
sillyygirl
how do i know which scars will be permanent or not?
Replies
15
Views
866
sillyygirl
sillyygirl
snowcloud9
I am going to try again, and get an ADHD diagnosis
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2
Views
522
adrenalinejunkie
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anhedonicNfoggy
Costs of not eating
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17
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1K
RoseQuarts
RoseQuarts
K
(first post/new member) to me, any reason to live is valid
Replies
1
Views
427
ogerpon
ogerpon
Tionally
i guess I'll try for now
Replies
5
Views
524
am1485
am1485
Theforeverblind
Discussion What is the hardest part of your recovery
Replies
12
Views
1K
Marine
Marine
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