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Suicide Discussion

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DetachedDreamer97
Discussion Self-induced heart attack via adrenaline (bearshaek)
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49
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11K
DetachedDreamer97
DetachedDreamer97
BitterlyAlive
Venting I am so desperate for the courage and strength to end it.
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12
Views
1K
foxdie
F
DeathIsTheWayOut99
Comment down below how bad of a person I am
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25
Views
2K
goodbyebunny
goodbyebunny
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Posting again. Desparate for immediate help checking my SN
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4
Views
759
kqlysrsly
K
Literalgarbage
Got it
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4
Views
1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
deepseaburrito
thoughts on suicide gestures/parasuicide?
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21
Views
1K
deepseaburrito
deepseaburrito
allym101
Help Hanging with robe?
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13
Views
1K
allym101
allym101
Lawliet
Venting Bullying Escalates
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7
Views
735
Sherri
Sherri
Squiddy
Venting Does anyone else want to ctb because they have a really bad phobia?
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19
Views
1K
Squiddy
Squiddy
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Venting i’m out of options
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0
Views
570
deletedaccount30982
D
T
Doing a 'test' SN run using salt
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13
Views
1K
SadGuyWannaDie
S
IRIYAMA
Memorial to member who successfully CTB
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11
Views
2K
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
S
Buying Experiences (Canada)
Replies
5
Views
774
greyhound
greyhound
O
Help i need something safe
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0
Views
909
Oli
O
M
ill ctb tonight
Replies
62
Views
4K
Silvermorning
Silvermorning
MrBigSad
Discussion Failed attempts?
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21
Views
2K
MrBigSad
MrBigSad
S
I’m so sad today
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19
Views
801
dropdeadfred
dropdeadfred
Ardesevent
Studies show that involuntary hospitalization increases suicide risk
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9
Views
967
the witch’s lament
the witch’s lament
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PARANOID
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0
Views
753
Amandye13
A
xLosthopex
Help Please review my regimen
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11
Views
2K
xLosthopex
xLosthopex
allym101
Help Is hanging "loud"?
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14
Views
2K
Forgotten
Forgotten
ecmnesia
Help coping with college, cbt and mental illness
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11
Views
818
lighthousekeeper
lighthousekeeper
fluffymuffin
Help Gaviscon as an antacid (SN)
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2
Views
846
fluffymuffin
fluffymuffin
GonnaGoBye
Gonna drink SN after it arrives
Replies
29
Views
2K
bugasboy
bugasboy
Meditation guide
Facing Death, kept alive on machines in an intensive care unit, not good!
Replies
9
Views
941
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
S
What can I expect taking SN?
Replies
4
Views
652
Steamm
S
death137
What do you think should/shouldn’t be done on the last day?
Replies
3
Views
540
Rn110bg101
Rn110bg101
dropdeadfred
Venting F it all (my “F you” rant)
Replies
2
Views
593
Astronomer
Astronomer
TheGoodGuy
Inside Out Pixar (spoilers)
Replies
9
Views
1K
TheGoodGuy
TheGoodGuy
Meditation guide
Consider wearing a heart rate monitor when you ctb for others to see and document
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9
Views
1K
deletedaccount30982
D
G
I was hesitant to post this but I’m too distressed not to.
Replies
63
Views
5K
Ghost2211
G
E
Help Questions about SN and N
Replies
4
Views
1K
elfinspace
E
DeathIsTheWayOut99
What do do when you can face people because of guilt but are also too chicken to suicide?
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5
Views
1K
ecmnesia
ecmnesia
VIBRITANNIA
Help [tw for self harm] other coping mechanisms?
Replies
7
Views
845
ecmnesia
ecmnesia
D
Venting the bus may be coming sooner than later
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12
Views
2K
deletedaccount30982
D
suicidalstrawbabie
Need words of encouragement...
Replies
15
Views
906
x~Sophia~x
x~Sophia~x
M
Grr
Replies
1
Views
522
VIBRITANNIA
VIBRITANNIA
MiseryLovesMyCompany
Venting I'm digging my own grave
Replies
3
Views
826
MiseryLovesMyCompany
MiseryLovesMyCompany
Incorrigible77777
One 40liter bottle of pure argon or nitrogen, is that enough?
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6
Views
1K
SpanishLullaby
S
Highwayman
not vibing with being alive
Replies
2
Views
493
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
Astronomer
SN off ARTS AND CRAFTS SITE
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5
Views
1K
Rn110bg101
Rn110bg101
Lawliet
Venting Bullied to Death
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4
Views
749
SelfLiberation
SelfLiberation
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Discussion Writing "The Note"
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8
Views
2K
Lupgevif
Lupgevif
oono
Method OD method
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1
Views
763
justpeachy
justpeachy
SipSop
Relatable.
Replies
27
Views
1K
SipSop
SipSop
SipSop
I'm sorry... I'm just so sorry...
Replies
7
Views
791
SipSop
SipSop
_Minsk
  • Poll
Discussion How do You deal with the issue of not wanting to hurt others when ctb?
Replies
22
Views
989
Smellanie
Smellanie
lady sea
Discussion Living is just too hard.
Replies
11
Views
1K
Outsider
Outsider
Outsider
Venting Fuck life
Replies
1
Views
619
albino_elk
albino_elk
L
CO is the way
Replies
14
Views
1K
Metalhead
Metalhead
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