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elzo5678

elzo5678

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Oct 6, 2020
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I really have no clue where to buy SN from. All I can find is the meat curing salt and it has such a low percentage of SN. I have everything else I want for the method but not the main ingredient. I'd go for hanging but I tried that a couple of days ago, failed and ended up in the mental health unit of a hospital. I don't think on this forum anyone is allowed to help me here but hey ho, at least I can vent my frustration.
 
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Amumu

Amumu

Ctb - temporary solution for a permanent problem
Aug 29, 2020
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You can write "Where can I buy SN in my country"? Or PM people yourself.
Search for similar threads, there are people who are in the same situation as you.
 
elzo5678

elzo5678

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Oct 6, 2020
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Update: purchase was refunded because they'd only sell to companies, not individuals. Damn.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

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Dec 20, 2020
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A place called Camlab

I just tried ACP, I bet the order wont be processed though :( I rlly need SN!!
Can you register a business in your country ? Usually only takes a fee of about a few hundred dollars. I would create one with a name implying chemical industry or grocery (meat curing shop) name
 
holymouse

holymouse

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Nov 17, 2020
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I cant but SN where i live too
planning to CTB by hanging
 
elzo5678

elzo5678

Member
Oct 6, 2020
61
I cant but SN where i live too
planning to CTB by hanging
I tried partial but its harder and more uncomfortable than it looks and felt like it was taking an eternity.
 
mirko

mirko

ah
Nov 19, 2020
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What about local chemical companies? They usually sell it in kilos and you can ask for a sample of 50/100 mg which is more than enough to ctb.
That's what I am doing since my SN is taking way too long to arrive
 
LucaChangretta

LucaChangretta

Already broken
Jan 6, 2021
5
I tried partial but its harder and more uncomfortable than it looks and felt like it was taking an eternity.
Yes, I couldn't lose consciousness for a long time and it was supposed to be just few seconds. I researched it here, and it seems like I can't find that "sweet spot" in my neck
 
elzo5678

elzo5678

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Oct 6, 2020
61
Yes, I couldn't lose consciousness for a long time and it was supposed to be just few seconds. I researched it here, and it seems like I can't find that "sweet spot" in my neck
Oh that makes sense, I tried for ages and couldn't breathe but I couldn't find the spot which could cut off blood supply I guess.
What about local chemical companies? They usually sell it in kilos and you can ask for a sample of 50/100 mg which is more than enough to ctb.
That's what I am doing since my SN is taking way too long to arrive
The ones I've found will only sell to businesses, not individuals.
 
mirko

mirko

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Nov 19, 2020
232
Oh that makes sense, I tried for ages and couldn't breathe but I couldn't find the spot which could cut off blood supply I guess.

The ones I've found will only sell to businesses, not individuals.
I meant physically local. As far as I know in UK SN is not a substance prohibited for sale to individuals, but they can report you if they think you have malicious intent.

Btw for fun I started looking for UK vendors and I think I found one. Check you PMs
 

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