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Bro
Dumped by the only love of my life after 4 yrs :')
- Jan 2, 2021
- 12
The only thing I've ever cared about and loved to an extreme (when i say extreme I mean giving my life for her extreme), has dumped me. 4 years of a relationship and in the end her feelings changed for me. I had given up on everything prior to meeting her and was abt to CTB when she found me.. she saved me.. but now she doesn't love me anymore so all the shit I was experiencing before her is back, added on now with all the pain from her not loving me anymore :')
It's too much to bear and I genuinely can't take it anymore so I'd like to ask you nice people for easily accessible ways to CTB. I can't go for N as I can't find it in my country, I can't go for a gun as it's not possible to get one, I'm trying to get ahold of SN but again, it seems almost impossible to find SN in my country. I'm broke and can't arrange money for any other luxurious ways to CTB. Can anyone tell any other ways to CTB asap please? I tried chugging down a couple of random 20 pills down with alcohol and failed. It just resulted in kidney pain but idc anymore honestly abt the pain, I just want a method that works.
It's too much to bear and I genuinely can't take it anymore so I'd like to ask you nice people for easily accessible ways to CTB. I can't go for N as I can't find it in my country, I can't go for a gun as it's not possible to get one, I'm trying to get ahold of SN but again, it seems almost impossible to find SN in my country. I'm broke and can't arrange money for any other luxurious ways to CTB. Can anyone tell any other ways to CTB asap please? I tried chugging down a couple of random 20 pills down with alcohol and failed. It just resulted in kidney pain but idc anymore honestly abt the pain, I just want a method that works.