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Suicide Discussion

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leopard_gec
Venting Neglect since infancy
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5
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485
pyroxenic
pyroxenic
CTB Dream
Stress forum
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3
Views
392
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
reverse03
Resource Hired man
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8
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1K
nopride86
nopride86
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Venting Depressed
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4
Views
314
VioletNight
VioletNight
MidnightCat
Venting It hurts
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1
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291
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
T
Help Questions about exit bag method
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8
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1K
bigsadbean
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Help finding painless way to go
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2
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375
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
CTB Dream
Venting Scary time
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9
Views
492
Dot
Dot
Dino_flower
Discussion Self-harm is now being seen as 'attention-seeking'
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21
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909
pyroxenic
pyroxenic
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Tongue Swallowing?
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3
Views
387
Forever Sleep
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Zegers
Help Prop (SN)
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3
Views
389
BeanaPole
BeanaPole
lili
My therapist that I've been seeing for 6 months can't see me anymore
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9
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594
conflagration
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Story please read, yesterday i was interrupted with a very peaceful journey to death with co i am so full of regret
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6
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1K
sadmeltie
sadmeltie
Tintypographer
Anyone else get down with the phone rings?
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10
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435
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Shu
Sodium Nitrite brain injury article
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11
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971
ollo
O
FuneralCry
Venting Only those who die are the true fortunate ones
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5
Views
493
LastFlowers
LastFlowers
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I cannot bear my painful life anymore
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7
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467
DukeDestroyer
DukeDestroyer
CTB Dream
Venting Only pain
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5
Views
327
dreamscape1111
dreamscape1111
stilhavinightmares
Poker Face episode - SN death?!
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3
Views
312
stilhavinightmares
stilhavinightmares
deadlymongrel
Venting I fail to see any purpose in modern life
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11
Views
488
DukeDestroyer
DukeDestroyer
S
Abuse and recovery.
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4
Views
285
DukeDestroyer
DukeDestroyer
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SN just came in, time to go.
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7
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632
letmegetout
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B
Discussion Just a shout out to White Feather. I have always loved and greatly appreciated your generosity on sharing links (all really fascinating). Thank you!
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0
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270
Bardo
B
Catlovergirl
+Can I record myself live on cam taking SN just to show people what happens
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10
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1K
thethatsitboy
thethatsitboy
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Help Hey guys/gals/them/they, Could someone kindly post the link to N protocol, as in how to time tea and toast to metoclopramide prior to N? Thx!
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0
Views
315
Bardo
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Exact Change
Story My friend ctb
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7
Views
587
Abyssopelagic
A
disabledlife
Here is an example that confirms my point of view on the license to procreate, the license to be parents, to see being anti-natalist.
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8
Views
312
WhiteRabbit
WhiteRabbit
ksp
mental capacity / mental competence
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0
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319
ksp
ksp
Lupgevif
I think I'll actually not wait
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5
Views
346
DukeDestroyer
DukeDestroyer
thethatsitboy
Help Anyone from Brazil? please dm me
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2
Views
269
qiuyu
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C
NRB vs. exit bag
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3
Views
613
GasMonkey
GasMonkey
krxbs
Discussion Do you ever feel like dedicating your CTB to a cause?
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19
Views
469
ephemerality
ephemerality
bloodybaron
Short suspension hanging resources?
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1
Views
255
death137
death137
ctbgurl
Method MAID
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8
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1K
stilhavinightmares
stilhavinightmares
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Discussion what you say to people who interrupt your peaceful journey to death when you are 30 min away then boast how they rescue you and do a big favor.
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7
Views
498
Lost in a Dream
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Szinuus
Is it legal to ship SN to another country?
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17
Views
506
hapiniuier
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F
Discussion The choices we're forced to make
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5
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326
MissedTheBusAgain
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P
Venting Please read!!!!Vent post
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1
Views
333
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Versailles
Venting The suicide note that the only person who loved me
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1
Views
361
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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How would I make this easier on my family? (What remains of it)
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5
Views
288
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Venting Life itself will always be the true problem no matter what.
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12
Views
911
Gustav Hartmann
Gustav Hartmann
spectraltease
I dont want to ctb by purpose
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2
Views
258
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
turnedaway
Should I clean out my possessions/room before ctb
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9
Views
337
outrider567
O
bluville
What's the best method when you're broke without money?
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10
Views
505
lukas19
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magikalangelmimi
old birthday memories
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0
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231
magikalangelmimi
magikalangelmimi
hardknocklife
testing the waters tonight
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7
Views
337
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
spicegrill
Help Questions about SN
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6
Views
439
spicegrill
spicegrill
W
  • Solved
Help I'm Not Sure What Else To Do To Get This To Work?
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3
Views
323
jodes2
jodes2
suicidalpushpop
SN question
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9
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2K
JM2RXA
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IQLESS
Is it possible to be suicidal without suffering from depression?
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45
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2K
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