I ordered SN

[loyalskateboard]

It should be delivered next week. Hopefully I wasn't scammed.

I'm so glad I (might) not have to go through with partial as my method. SN is my preference and the ability to sit in my bed with music playing is fantastic. It sure beats the cold bathroom floor where there's a disability handle that holds my weight.

I'm starting to draft some letters to my friends/family. I have given myself this year to improve my life but it's May and not looking great. I think there's a weird peace in accepting I probably won't make it. In some ways, at least for me, it's like a terminal illness.

My life has been full of mental illness and pain. I don't think I've had one single good year in my entire life. Even as a baby I was experiencing stress and trauma due to my parents. Never mind being sexually assaulted, stalked my whole childhood, admitted to hospital dozens of times, trying all sorts of meds, different therapies. My brain never had a chance to develop normally. I experienced social isolation as a kid and on top of being homeschooled and autistic my social skills are fucked.

I'm tired. I'm considering making a date for when I ctb sooner than planned. Not imminently but possibly before Christmas. I think I'm just tired of trying.

 

[that_guy2611]

uhh would you mind sending me a message ?

 

[suicidalcatlady]

Send me a message please

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be such a relief having the SN and knowing that you can reliably free yourself from this horrible world when the time feels right. I wish you the best with your plans.

 

[Sommeil]

It should be delivered next week. Hopefully I wasn't scammed.

I'm so glad I (might) not have to go through with partial as my method. SN is my preference and the ability to sit in my bed with music playing is fantastic. It sure beats the cold bathroom floor where there's a disability handle that holds my weight.

I'm starting to draft some letters to my friends/family. I have given myself this year to improve my life but it's May and not looking great. I think there's a weird peace in accepting I probably won't make it. In some ways, at least for me, it's like a terminal illness.

My life has been full of mental illness and pain. I don't think I've had one single good year in my entire life. Even as a baby I was experiencing stress and trauma due to my parents. Never mind being sexually assaulted, stalked my whole childhood, admitted to hospital dozens of times, trying all sorts of meds, different therapies. My brain never had a chance to develop normally. I experienced social isolation as a kid and on top of being homeschooled and autistic my social skills are fucked.

I'm tired. I'm considering making a date for when I ctb sooner than planned. Not imminently but possibly before Christmas. I think I'm just tired of trying.

Hi loyalskateboard, I want you to know that I really understand the tiredness you describe.

 

[AZcardinals]

I knows you've gotten a lot requests for you the message them but I'm also trying to find a source. If you could share where you bought yours that would really help

 

[ToTheTwillight]

Any update on the status of your delivery?

 

[Procrastinator12345]

It should be delivered next week. Hopefully I wasn't scammed.

I'm so glad I (might) not have to go through with partial as my method. SN is my preference and the ability to sit in my bed with music playing is fantastic. It sure beats the cold bathroom floor where there's a disability handle that holds my weight.

I'm starting to draft some letters to my friends/family. I have given myself this year to improve my life but it's May and not looking great. I think there's a weird peace in accepting I probably won't make it. In some ways, at least for me, it's like a terminal illness.

My life has been full of mental illness and pain. I don't think I've had one single good year in my entire life. Even as a baby I was experiencing stress and trauma due to my parents. Never mind being sexually assaulted, stalked my whole childhood, admitted to hospital dozens of times, trying all sorts of meds, different therapies. My brain never had a chance to develop normally. I experienced social isolation as a kid and on top of being homeschooled and autistic my social skills are fucked.

I'm tired. I'm considering making a date for when I ctb sooner than planned. Not imminently but possibly before Christmas. I think I'm just tired of trying.

I am not sure how to send messages to people (possibly because it's disabled because it's a new account), but wondering if you could message me, thanks.

 

[myreasonings]

Similar to other response, I would greatly appreciate it if you could pm.