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Suicide Discussion

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Chronosphere
Am I human?
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7
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456
future.
future.
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Is my CO plan good?
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4
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438
Silent Raindrops
Silent Raindrops
ctbcat
last meal?
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1
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455
kermudgeon
kermudgeon
Gloomislost
Venting Ctb note accidentally posted
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10
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1K
Gloomislost
Gloomislost
assisted
Venting what if i am reborn on this planet after i kill myself and my life is even worse
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16
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1K
Chelsea Leng
C
Painfu.Ll.suffering
Venting I got dumped by assisted death organization
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3
Views
670
WearyWanderer
WearyWanderer
Seered Doom
Valentine's Heartbreak
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7
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863
Seered Doom
Seered Doom
DarknessInMe
Resource Using "Shortcuts" (iOS) to generate an automatic emergency call after death
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4
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1K
DarknessInMe
DarknessInMe
Leichter Kampfwagen
Discussion Anyone else have a good life "on paper?"
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6
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438
barkbark
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killme78
friends?
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27
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785
MewtwoIsAlive
MewtwoIsAlive
girlsboysthems
drivers license
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5
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567
F Sea
F Sea
venin.n
Romania
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5
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684
MildenWarden
MildenWarden
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Venting Anyone else feel useless like no matter what you do it's just not enough?
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3
Views
451
matt1968
M
d4isy
Venting i hate valentine's day
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3
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379
Praestat_Mori
P
Darkover
Why is life so hard?
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7
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765
conflagration
C
C
Help Is Metoclopramide sold in Peru OTC?
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2
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308
cjruhand
C
A
Are they all making fun of me?
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8
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393
Shrike
Shrike
A
What is best if both N and SN are unavailable?
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15
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1K
Tears in Rain
Tears in Rain
IHurtTheOneILove
Possible Firearm
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0
Views
323
IHurtTheOneILove
IHurtTheOneILove
purple_guyz
Venting Tw: sh
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14
Views
698
kawaiiphantom
kawaiiphantom
kaytor
is an 12 story building high enough to jump from?
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9
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848
Doemu
Doemu
B
6 more hours
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25
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1K
rozeske
R
haibane
Help Do u dream about ctb ?
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32
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1K
Forever Sleep
F
toms_space_station
Venting Losing Hope in SN
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3
Views
676
rozeske
R
W
Venting I just don't feel worthy of being alive anymore
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1
Views
372
Praestat_Mori
P
L
Cheerful, "bubbly" people
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35
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2K
onbekend
onbekend
DesperateOne
Did anyone actually try full hanging here and failed?
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3
Views
576
wearetired
wearetired
A
Discussion What should I do?
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6
Views
607
ahyessadness
A
IHurtTheOneILove
Back on the CTB wagon
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1
Views
414
rozeske
R
Ambivalent1
Do you ever find some nights that "This is it! I can't take it anymore!" but then you go to sleep and the next day you've found that you've adapted?
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14
Views
752
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
Unattainable666
Venting WHY THE FUCK AM I STILL HERE????????????????????????
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8
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1K
Doemu
Doemu
shiny_quill
A star died millions of years ago and now I have to suffer
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23
Views
733
sserafim
sserafim
EyeBeyond
a dream reality created by you would be enough for you not to commit suicide?
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37
Views
1K
ShinyScissors
ShinyScissors
hexd
MY SN ARRIVED!!
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10
Views
1K
corsica
C
MiMif
Venting Feeling so empty
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0
Views
313
MiMif
MiMif
LucifersIntrovert
Discussion Valentines Day 🙃
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33
Views
2K
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
BodyOfDaffodil
Venting Spiral
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1
Views
316
EagleLight
EagleLight
CTB Dream
Venting All nothing
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1
Views
366
kawaiiphantom
kawaiiphantom
inaminute
Today is the day before my mum died tomorrow, last year.
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1
Views
357
pole
P
Chronicoverwhelm
Facing possibilty of ending up in a vegetative state.
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4
Views
754
sserafim
sserafim
obei
Discussion How to get over guilt of traumatizing your loved ones?
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4
Views
608
lament.
lament.
lifeispain0216
funding
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5
Views
561
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
ReadyOrNot?
Venting Overwhelmed (Anxiety, letters)
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0
Views
267
ReadyOrNot?
ReadyOrNot?
D
Looking for an SN source in the UK
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2
Views
342
dnrd
D
dogbreath
  • Question
Swallowed some pills but chickened out
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7
Views
834
dogbreath
dogbreath
GroundControl
Venting The Day The Music Died
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1
Views
426
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
divinemistress87
Autopsy pics SN
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10
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1K
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
goblin99
Help Hotel and Housemate Concerns
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2
Views
405
goblin99
goblin99
ge0rge
SN from IC - acquired in 2022 June -- still good?
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2
Views
265
ge0rge
ge0rge
D
Safety when obtaining SN
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0
Views
336
dementedpsycho
D
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