I know that i’m capable

[goodoldnoname923]

It was 2 weeks ago i tried my 1st attempt at CO and i got a shiton wrong,being hasty rushed together without any real knowledge of what i'm doing

After serveal attempts and learning of my boundaries and methods i know this method is possible now,all i need is for my emotions to be we're they were 2 weeks ago,something thats really going to set me off more specifically in regards to my friend

If i could speak to him again the day i plan to do it with a perfect plan and resources in place I believe i can genuinely succeed like i did before…without that emotional turmoil and turbulence i feel SI is just going to kick in and get me the fuck out of there

Idk what its going to take to push my emotions that far but it needs to be something if i want to succeed

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Please don't hurriedly, or haphazardly, attempt CO ctb, or any ctb, actually, without knowing and understanding all you need to know about the method. It seldom will work out and in the case of CO, you can truly injure yourself in profound ways, leaving yourself neurologically damaged beyond repair.

 

[goodoldnoname923]

Please don't hurriedly, or haphazardly, attempt CO ctb, or any ctb, actually, without knowing and understanding all you need to know about the method. It seldom will work out and in the case of CO, you can truly injure yourself in profound ways, leaving yourself neurologically damaged beyond repair.

I'm not,i'm making sure to write and understand a clear plan so for when my emotions are in overdrive i can succeed. Truth was this is exactly how i did it too weeks ago when i was in this exact state thankfully i had someone over the phone trying their best to explain as much as possible but only now do i feel i have a setup and a plan that will basically certify success but i need to be emotionally ready to overide any SI