NumbForLife
I was born numb and I will die numb.
- Jan 29, 2026
- 187
Over several months only 2 guys in my area messaged me after seeing me on the Partners Thread and then they disappeared. I don't have strict criteria, the person just has to be at least in their mid 20s, be willing to study the method thoroughly like me, and have a place to do it or I can suggest a few options. I can pay for all the supplies.
I hesitate about trying on my own, but maybe because literally nothing is going well for me in life with my anhedonia and autoimmune-like issues, and now with constant roadblocks with the projects I'm working on I should just attempt this month. The only person I'm close to in person who has been a nice person their whole life also just seriously changed several weeks ago and started becoming an intolerable, angry person. 2 of my family members already constantly lose it on other people on a regular basis so I can't stand them my whole life.
I really can't take this shit anymore. I've been overwhelmed with enough problems before all the project roadblocks and this person changing into someone unrecognizable. Also, screw the hot weather. I'm finding it impossible to function lately.
I hesitate about trying on my own, but maybe because literally nothing is going well for me in life with my anhedonia and autoimmune-like issues, and now with constant roadblocks with the projects I'm working on I should just attempt this month. The only person I'm close to in person who has been a nice person their whole life also just seriously changed several weeks ago and started becoming an intolerable, angry person. 2 of my family members already constantly lose it on other people on a regular basis so I can't stand them my whole life.
I really can't take this shit anymore. I've been overwhelmed with enough problems before all the project roadblocks and this person changing into someone unrecognizable. Also, screw the hot weather. I'm finding it impossible to function lately.