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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
J
Venting Taking a break
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3
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445
rozeske
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S
Story I just want to talk
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4
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546
HopingOnaMiracle
HopingOnaMiracle
goodoldnoname923
I can’t do it anymore
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0
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429
goodoldnoname923
goodoldnoname923
ctb_warrior
Discussion Looking to network with ctb warriors in India
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25
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1K
lucifer_yoo
lucifer_yoo
halleyscomet
Discussion Do you think suicide is a solution?
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41
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2K
worthIess
worthIess
K
CO method
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0
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356
kvsvenky100
K
kyuuketsuki
Venting constantly living in fear and anxiety
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7
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1K
Lifeaffirmingchoice
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justcallmeJ
Story Goodbye thread, SN method
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93
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9K
LunaRose
LunaRose
Oliver
Getting a gun (hypothetically)
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3
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715
allthatimsaying
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Ww42
What symptoms of your mental illness bother you the most and contribute the modt to your decision to ctb?
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2
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421
akwa
A
real human being
Anyone else suicidal because of lack of energy?
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21
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889
henry22
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A
Doctors have it wrong. The goal should be to minimise suffering.
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22
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1K
TransientEternal
T
Z-A
I still love you
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0
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298
Z-A
Z-A
PurPurAstie
  • Solved
40 ton press
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9
Views
753
ham and potatoes
ham and potatoes
DandiFynalicious
Venting Panic attacks make me want to die
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9
Views
648
Z-A
Z-A
DyingToDie123
"Friend" thinks my attempts are manipulative
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5
Views
644
penguinl0v3s
penguinl0v3s
D
Venting I can no longer maintain relationships
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9
Views
603
Jorms_McGander
J
goodoldnoname923
I can’t wait anymore
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0
Views
325
goodoldnoname923
goodoldnoname923
manta
Help Dark Net Opiods/RCs for CTB?
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3
Views
487
EyesOfNight
EyesOfNight
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What's the best way to ensure that the money in my bank accounts goes to my family?
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4
Views
412
thenamingofcats
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anastenka
Venting I have no idea what I look like
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6
Views
936
Morte
Morte
CompulsiveParasite
Venting Scared to go back into therapy
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2
Views
442
Throwawayacc3
Throwawayacc3
LevUwU
Venting No one actually likes "me"
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8
Views
571
DukeDestroyer
DukeDestroyer
steppingoff
How close to midnight are you?
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6
Views
427
deletedaccount30982
D
meeks
  • Question
Discussion What are your most intrusive dark thoughts that pass by your mind the most?
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19
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1K
deletedaccount30982
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SadGoose
I’m leaving tonight
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17
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2K
Meteora
M
Kanashiii
I'm here.
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10
Views
602
Kanashiii
Kanashiii
M
Help Conflicted. What should i do?
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4
Views
539
ManchildLoser
M
Meretlein
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N from D megathread
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2K
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261K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Elijahh
Help Programming my last message
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5
Views
497
Esokabat
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anastenka
Venting Life abhorrently sucks, there is no intrinsic meaning or purpose to anything
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13
Views
637
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
LunarLight
A good test for SN?
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8
Views
802
Timothy7dff
Timothy7dff
lostluck
Easiest way
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5
Views
756
GoldenTicket420
GoldenTicket420
M
Praying to die in sleep
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23
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1K
astonishedturnip
astonishedturnip
SadLad
I think I'm going to hang myself this week
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4
Views
492
Jorms_McGander
J
DarkThoughts
Help Need (factual) advice on my CTB plan.
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2
Views
612
Linda
Linda
Darkover
anyone fed up with this existence
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10
Views
742
sadman710
S
DoomedDarkCircles
Marca de SN
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4
Views
654
Blue Morpho
Blue Morpho
H
Venting WHY?
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1
Views
435
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
Venting My day
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1
Views
375
Suicidebydeath
Suicidebydeath
evannave
Discussion Relationships while planning to CTB.
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8
Views
649
LittleJem
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bunny_brownie9
Help SN I may have to rethink plan.
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4
Views
781
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
bunny_brownie9
Story less than 2 months.
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3
Views
466
bunny_brownie9
bunny_brownie9
sadlyexisting
Venting I hate my mind
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0
Views
450
sadlyexisting
sadlyexisting
golta
Help Questions on the night-night method
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6
Views
990
Abyssal
Abyssal
D
Venting Numb
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3
Views
441
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
AnonymousL
Venting People need to stop
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1
Views
355
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
subhuman metalhead
Help How much would a firearm from a pawn shop cost?
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4
Views
578
Black Sheep One
Black Sheep One
SoapyLL
Unusual Method of ALC Poisoning
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6
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1K
botanist_dude
B
sserafim
Is anyone else’s life all about dopamine?
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22
Views
804
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
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