javie33
Member
- Mar 5, 2023
- 28
Some back story I've had a very traumatic past but now is different I'm a very attractive strong guy I get women left and right I have a stable job I live a perfectly normal life living day to day I have plenty of friends that see me as this perfect guy charismatic charming happy guy I'm so tired of putting up this stupid mask my feelings deep down are dark I hate my life even tho most wish for my life I only care about my benefit people annoy me every time they talk and all I want to do is die what's wrong with me why do I have to put up this front im not allowed to be angry or sad just this empty smile and throwing out stupid baseless jokes followed with a fake laugh im so tired i wanna die I also have a lot of things I keep secret like my crippling porn addiction or the fact I drink to get away from myself I hate myself so much I also have extreme anger issues every thing makes me irritated I can't hide this for long
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