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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
goingforawalk
my therapist suggested that i talk to my parents about me killing myself in the future. would appreciate some advice.
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5
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252
metothemoon
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dontknow12301
Venting Nothing is wrong with me but I can't keep living
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6
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329
Hollowman
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hurts2b
Discussion When I think about what life entails, I want to die. When I think about what death entails, I want to live.
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5
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227
TAW122
TAW122
truthb4told
bsf has the same reason to ctb as me, I wanna save her
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0
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213
truthb4told
truthb4told
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Would you like to be murdered?
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161
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8K
T22222222
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EndlessRage
Which CTB has the worst aftermath?
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5
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375
Oiled Sandwich
Oiled Sandwich
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Venting Sigh
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0
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86
wowomg
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merumeru
I get emotionally and physically abused my pain won’t stop. I wanna die but can’t?
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9
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316
merumeru
merumeru
crystalcastles
Is the website slow to load for anyone else?
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16
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345
iwkmsssb
iwkmsssb
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Help What are some painless ways to ctb?
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1
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195
Forveleth
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failedmind
the first thing i think about when i wake up is ending it
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7
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333
failedmind
failedmind
Ben 111
Anyone here frm kenya feeling suicidal
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2
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130
tonicer
tonicer
E4syW3y0u7
End of the line.
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0
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210
E4syW3y0u7
E4syW3y0u7
crystalcastles
How do I know if my private message went through?
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1
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113
_Minsk
_Minsk
dust-in-the-wind
VENT Found out a good friend just got diagnosed with stage 4 cancer.
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4
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253
unluckysadness
unluckysadness
meowzers3276
Method my chance
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3
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314
whywere
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iblamethemfr
Do you wish to die peacefully in your sleep or you wanna do it urself?
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32
Views
975
Lamentice
Lamentice
hahahahhkjsk
Venting cleaning my room just in case + letter drafting?
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1
Views
460
tacnaynscene
tacnaynscene
ihateittoo
Discussion Songs About Leaving
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8
Views
249
passthisnote
passthisnote
soothesayrr
i’m gonna do it
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1
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284
darksouls
darksouls
budbud29
Can someone please talk to me?
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3
Views
339
Ben 111
Ben 111
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Help Any idea how to use insulin?
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1
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250
DeathSweetDeath
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3FailedAttemptss
sectioned again… and now they want my SN gone :(
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4
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570
3FailedAttemptss
3FailedAttemptss
hurts2b-old
"Suicide Contagion"
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18
Views
621
Ashu
Ashu
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Help My life experience and what i should do
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1
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328
dontknow12301
dontknow12301
Dandelion's
I think I'll actually manage to ctb soon <3
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1
Views
246
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Leonard_Bangley39
is this it?
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7
Views
204
DarkFriend.
DarkFriend.
bluupup
smoking wax.
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1
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120
DarkFriend.
DarkFriend.
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My SN advendure
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18
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921
DeathSweetDeath
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1
Help What am I doing wrong?
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0
Views
372
12345six
1
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Venting Anybody else who cannot live and cannot die?
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14
Views
882
dontknow12301
dontknow12301
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Treating ts like it'twt
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3
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221
weishenme
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S
Discussion I feel old
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1
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246
rosynov2
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Venting conflicted idk what to do
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4
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340
ijustwannabeloved
ijustwannabeloved
selfkillermachine
Venting I think I know why playing games are fun, and its not that pleasuring
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0
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173
selfkillermachine
selfkillermachine
Acidic_Fries
  • Locked
Venting Frustrated with how hard it is to access the d@rkweb
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13
Views
655
fadedghost
fadedghost
cutelamb22
Help I guess
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11
Views
473
cutelamb22
cutelamb22
Heavy_Metals117
Help What knot should I use for this anchor point?
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4
Views
258
Heavy_Metals117
Heavy_Metals117
C
Intramuscular/sub-Q injection of opioids
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3
Views
163
carfemtanyl
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LonelyForest
Discussion Do you have anyone irl with whom you can talk about your suicidal thoughts?
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43
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2K
soributton
soributton
Shadows From Hell
First I've heard about this first Suicide Pod death
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7
Views
501
MBG
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yuri77
Venting I am genuinely a failure at life and I can't stop being an ungrateful piece of shit
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3
Views
189
The Disqualified
The Disqualified
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I will execute SN CTB within 10 hours
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26
Views
808
-Tandem-
-Tandem-
notsosillybilly
Venting "you're gonna burn in hell" whatever bro
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14
Views
499
whywere
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natsuobun
Discussion If you could change one thing about your life, what would it be?
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42
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2K
Tomorrow Is Today
Tomorrow Is Today
meowzers3276
Venting everything corroborates ctb
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0
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200
meowzers3276
meowzers3276
eeriepuff
I finally blocked him.
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13
Views
478
eeriepuff
eeriepuff
youremy
Preliminary SN protocol ideas
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1
Views
402
FiryPheonix
FiryPheonix
unluckysadness
Are you more suicidal in the morning / afternoon / evening ?
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57
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2K
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
iheartethanpage
A girlfriend would save me
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25
Views
978
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
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