kittensarefalling
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- Jun 21, 2026
- 7
I always find myself wanting to be remembered after death. It makes me consider doing something purposefully extravagant or unique just to get that post-death attention. I would never do anything that involves hurting anyone else though, I feel like I need to specify that.
I always have thoughts about doing it in public or on a livestream. But I also feel bad because that is quite traumatic for any witness. I will probably just end up doing it in my bedroom or in the deep woods near my house.
I also just feel like my existence is pointless. This world is so big and full of horrible things. It's hard to still spread love and kindness when the world is the opposite.
Anyways, I definitely won't be doing anything tonight. I'll probably cut myself and go to sleep after showering.
That reminds me, my mom asked me recently if I cut myself. She said it like "You aren't cutting are you?" But I don't really remember it well.
I always have thoughts about doing it in public or on a livestream. But I also feel bad because that is quite traumatic for any witness. I will probably just end up doing it in my bedroom or in the deep woods near my house.
I also just feel like my existence is pointless. This world is so big and full of horrible things. It's hard to still spread love and kindness when the world is the opposite.
Anyways, I definitely won't be doing anything tonight. I'll probably cut myself and go to sleep after showering.
That reminds me, my mom asked me recently if I cut myself. She said it like "You aren't cutting are you?" But I don't really remember it well.
