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“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
- May 21, 2025
- 652
I genuinely don't believe "karma" exists.
And Im pissed because had I believed that growing up, I would have been a COMPLETELY DIFFERENT PERSON than what I am now. I would have definitely been more cutthroat towards people who deserve it. Step on the necks of people who fuck me over to get ahead. Not have nearly as much shame as I do over things that aren't even important.
……but that doesnt matter now. I just want to curl up in a ball and die.
And Im pissed because had I believed that growing up, I would have been a COMPLETELY DIFFERENT PERSON than what I am now. I would have definitely been more cutthroat towards people who deserve it. Step on the necks of people who fuck me over to get ahead. Not have nearly as much shame as I do over things that aren't even important.
……but that doesnt matter now. I just want to curl up in a ball and die.