Still.For.A.Minute
Member
- Feb 15, 2026
- 5
I'm not here to live.
I'm not deserving to be loved.
I'm wrong about me as a whole.
As a person
I don't have to eat, I'll die someday anyway.
Why would I have to eat?
I don't deserve the love for my body.
I don't deserve my opinions.
I don't deserve
good thoughts.
I'm not capable of loving right.
I'm not someone to be trusted.
I'm a waiste of time.
I don't know why I am still here after everything I've done?
The therapy that my kind doctor gave me, I have failed.
I failed at the work that supposed to help me if I do it right.
It's never right.
I don't deserve to eat.
I'm not willing to do so, then I have failed myself , the only control that seems to be in my hands.
Just had to let that out.
The kind being in the back of my head could push to parent my body to reach the point of eating.
The self-inflicted insomnia and fasting is getting through.
I'm not deserving to be loved.
I'm wrong about me as a whole.
As a person
I don't have to eat, I'll die someday anyway.
Why would I have to eat?
I don't deserve the love for my body.
I don't deserve my opinions.
I don't deserve
good thoughts.
I'm not capable of loving right.
I'm not someone to be trusted.
I'm a waiste of time.
I don't know why I am still here after everything I've done?
The therapy that my kind doctor gave me, I have failed.
I failed at the work that supposed to help me if I do it right.
It's never right.
I don't deserve to eat.
I'm not willing to do so, then I have failed myself , the only control that seems to be in my hands.
Just had to let that out.
The kind being in the back of my head could push to parent my body to reach the point of eating.
The self-inflicted insomnia and fasting is getting through.
