im declining and others love to see my fall

[aoseno perpetuo]

i feel my mind declining, my body becoming more painful, i am losing my former self, i am rotting alive while being in the prime of my life, nobody can see it, and that's hilarious, they are all laughing at me

people will read this post and laugh, and be glad that they are not having my experience, if people knew more, they would try to use this perceived vulnerability against me

 

[Sims3losertrait]

You are very wise. I made the mistake of sharing too much about my vulnerabilities and now they are being used against me. You are making the right choice to protect yourself.

 

[aoseno perpetuo]

You are very wise. I made the mistake of sharing too much about my vulnerabilities and now they are being used against me. You are making the right choice to protect yourself.

whenever you share a vulnerability, you must always be aware that therell be somebody looking to use it against you.

 

[Sims3losertrait]

Yep. Even on this website. Never trust anyone, never open up.

 

[v0wkeeper]

everything will go well, you shouldn't take into account what people think as that only spirals you further down. hope great things come for you

 

[aoseno perpetuo]

everything will go well, you shouldn't take into account what people think as that only spirals you further down. hope great things come for you

thank you for your kind words.

when i ignore what people who hate me think, they hide in the shadows and prepare for an opportunity to hurt me even more
they even appear after months to try it

i know its my fault because i am so ugly in the inside and regardless of my years trying to change, this is who i am, so i will remain living with this till my demise.

best be to you