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Suicide Discussion

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H
Discussion Is it bad that im not reaching out for help?
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13
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608
human123
H
GlowingStatic
Venting bpd hell
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6
Views
689
bl33ding_heart
bl33ding_heart
B
Been a while
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1
Views
232
bl33ding_heart
bl33ding_heart
N
Hotel California Dilemma
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0
Views
182
no mas
N
C
anyone from Czech Republic?
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4
Views
446
mlha
mlha
B
Switzerland for A Severely Disabled Man
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6
Views
351
bigjwang
B
surterMAN
Help My SN arrived
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5
Views
701
surterMAN
surterMAN
if_i_make_it
Discussion Anyone else not care about “ending up a vegetable?”
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6
Views
410
if_i_make_it
if_i_make_it
ironrain
The closer I am to a session with psychiatrist, the more I doubt
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0
Views
162
ironrain
ironrain
Spit On My Grave
Cutting you finger vs SN
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2
Views
232
tooafraidtodiez
T
O
  • Question
how to measure Sn for CTB using household items
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0
Views
199
OrbOrb
O
yearned
Help how to find out the height of a building?
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2
Views
475
Out_Of_My_Head
O
T
I think i might have to tough it out
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2
Views
376
tooafraidtodiez
T
Defenestration
Live is exhausting
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26
Views
797
Defenestration
Defenestration
ironrain
Venting Being an ugly woman sucks
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28
Views
1K
ironrain
ironrain
PainWorseThanDeath
Before You CTB...
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3
Views
262
Front Back
F
Gomomon
I really wanna leave today but its impossible and its killing me
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3
Views
400
pechaberry
pechaberry
lovelulu
Help i need something that will make me do anything without guilt or second thoughts.
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5
Views
290
SoverignDreamer97
SoverignDreamer97
hurts2b
I have to fucking get out of here
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0
Views
179
hurts2b
hurts2b
N
Story High Street mini-marts selling cocaine, cannabis and prescription drugs
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0
Views
197
Nolongerlive
N
suistore
Story Excited to hang myself
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8
Views
667
sickofeverything
S
LookingforAnswers
What caused your depression?
Replies
41
Views
2K
qtk5436
Q
Aphid
Help Getting over the Static
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0
Views
181
Aphid
Aphid
Spit On My Grave
Venting Pain is just is pain is not get you anything
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0
Views
144
Spit On My Grave
Spit On My Grave
WallTermite
Venting Life simply isn't going the way I'd like
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2
Views
298
Front Back
F
starboy2k
surrendering vs leaving
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1
Views
126
SoverignDreamer97
SoverignDreamer97
LastDayOnEarth
I can confidently say that I'm not afraid of death, not a little
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4
Views
197
Nolongerlive
N
LastDayOnEarth
Even if i never get the courage to ctb, i won't artificially extend my lifespan
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2
Views
151
Front Back
F
R
inquiry
Replies
0
Views
195
raemz
R
frail
Venting i cant stand ppl that look better than me
Replies
10
Views
534
sickofeverything
S
meowzers3276
ctb postponed
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3
Views
332
SDB
S
Sigh_Sigh_Sigh
Discussion Is the death erection a true occurrence?
Replies
4
Views
267
Bootleg Astolfo
Bootleg Astolfo
Resol
Feeling guilty for still being alive and/or jealous of people who died by suicide
Replies
11
Views
514
tomame
tomame
Y
Anyone else wishes they meet someone who just shoots them?
Replies
6
Views
288
tomame
tomame
L
  • Locked
Help When can I message
Replies
5
Views
293
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
N
Would anyone be willing to give me feedback on my suicide letter?
Replies
2
Views
358
voc_89
voc_89
Y
Method Methadone [stronger than N and more sourced]
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0
Views
300
yes7777777
Y
chudpolonais
Venting life is a curse
Replies
5
Views
372
Off_Switch
Off_Switch
themisfit
My uncle did it with the shower hose
Replies
2
Views
616
iLikeFrogs
iLikeFrogs
Aphid
Thoughts on self immolation?
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10
Views
387
iLikeFrogs
iLikeFrogs
favouriteworstnight
benzos help a lot
Replies
15
Views
627
bipolar22
bipolar22
S
Help I don’t have rope what else could I use to bang myself
Replies
6
Views
269
bipolar22
bipolar22
behindtheveil
Does hyperventilating before exit bag plays a crucial role to ctb?
Replies
0
Views
100
behindtheveil
behindtheveil
gooblet
We only live once
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5
Views
267
inpainnosleep
inpainnosleep
surterMAN
Help Should I trust this SN Table?
Replies
1
Views
183
Forveleth
F
auti
Preparation cleaning
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1
Views
166
Forveleth
F
X
ridiculous Larry King interview on suicide
Replies
1
Views
267
yes7777777
Y
jazzykaykay
  • Question
CTB with SN?
Replies
2
Views
459
jazzykaykay
jazzykaykay
SadMcFrowns
Story My story
Replies
0
Views
418
SadMcFrowns
SadMcFrowns
Surek
Resource [RAW DATA] - Combo-ePPH-G2S_March_02_2026 + Appendix-English_October_05_2025
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12
Views
1K
Surek
Surek
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