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franklyditto

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Jul 12, 2026
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Hi I'm trying to ctb by overdose lorazepam i don't know if this will work i want to try sn method but i can't take it anymore so i have to use what i have after taking 10 tablets of lorazepam 1.0mg rn i feel very calm and peaceful anyway i didn't die i will get updated soon! If i didn't on any more it means im in peace. For last word of me i hope you all find peace
 
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favouriteworstolive

favouriteworstolive

ol
Aug 6, 2026
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i wish you a goodnight and may u rest in peace if u make it to the other side. please update if you don't <3
 
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darksouls

darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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thank you for your kind words,
I wish you all the best, I hope you find the peace you desire ❤️‍🩹
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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franklyditto

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Jul 12, 2026
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I'm cooked,well at least it a wonderful experience iwilll try to hit like 30-40 in case im lucky enough to die. Anyway thank for resources!
 
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Aug 2, 2026
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I hope you find peace man, be safe <3
 
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Riley [CTBus]

Riley [CTBus]

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Aug 8, 2020
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I'm sorry it has come to this. A wave of suicides hit us lately.
 
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franklyditto

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Jul 12, 2026
10
It fine don't blame yourself
Another 6 pill i dont know where it end rn qIqqqfeel peacful ml
 
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hdead

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Jun 2, 2026
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It fine don't blame yourself
Another 6 pill i dont know where it end rn qIqqqfeel peacful ml
While I'm glad you at least feel a little peace right now, lorazepam is not going to help you CTB. I'm sorry..
 
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Eriktf

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Jun 1, 2023
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Wish you peace if it works but I be surprised if that will work..
 
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franklyditto

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Jul 12, 2026
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I don't die my friend sent me to hospital
 
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franklyditto

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Jul 12, 2026
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And suddenly everyone care my old friend ask how im idoing everyone is kinder to me is this fucking haven?
 

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