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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
sanctionedusage
The way the aftermath of CTB, in the real world, looks so mundane and peaceful
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7
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299
Unsure and Useless
Unsure and Useless
X
time it takes to die for the various methods
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2
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622
wine is fine but
W
eggsausagerice
is sn more painful without an antiemetic?
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7
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860
Topaz111
Topaz111
hurts2b
Why does anyone think a conversation solves anything???
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16
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599
Forever Sleep
F
M
Venting Is it weird that like my bsf who sexually harrassed me and groped me and one of the reasons i wanna ctb i still love them?
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0
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71
madmanbadman
M
discoelysiumplayer
  • Question
Help how deep/where?
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3
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392
barely_afloat
barely_afloat
blackorchid
Venting valid reasons to cbt?
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1
Views
258
SoLowHollow48
SoLowHollow48
absent_nebulae
Help How to ger over guilt about CTB
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3
Views
327
SoLowHollow48
SoLowHollow48
vinicuit
Discussion fantasising about people finding my body
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6
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385
eros
eros
D
SN Bible?
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2
Views
230
Dontwant2Bhere
D
B
I don’t want to be here for the holiday.
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0
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127
bellaisdonewithlife
B
IwantSN
Help How likely is SN without any antiemetic to work (percentage wise) ?
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12
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2K
Dontwant2Bhere
D
imperfectcircle
Venting Anyone have experience with being suicidal with a suicidal partner?
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19
Views
658
imperfectcircle
imperfectcircle
missporcelain
Feel Manic or Depressed
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0
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159
missporcelain
missporcelain
blush
is ondansetron that bad for sn 💔
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3
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302
Dontwant2Bhere
D
P
Thoughts on laziness
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0
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195
pinapellicer
P
T
I want to do it so badly but I don't want to make other people sad
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2
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246
iveseenfootage
iveseenfootage
Sammystink
Venting I wish my friends understood me
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5
Views
230
Sammystink
Sammystink
G
Method What am I supposed do ?
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35
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2K
gardenhouse
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GIGN.Officiel
Venting I will never be anything
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0
Views
165
GIGN.Officiel
GIGN.Officiel
Uninstall
  • Question
Anyone have BO ship SN/KN to the U.S. recently?
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10
Views
741
betternever2havbeen
B
M
Does anyone feel about suicide the same way you might feel looking out over a cliff ?
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3
Views
238
Msvr
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The Disqualified
Venting I don't want to do anything
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3
Views
362
Unsure and Useless
Unsure and Useless
woofwag
Ok but WHEN does it get better?
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42
Views
2K
Unsure and Useless
Unsure and Useless
J
Discussion Aftermath of the police ‘welfare’ checks (uk)
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10
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650
wine is fine but
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LostZombie
Resource Synthesizing SN Through Chemistry Guide
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21
Views
4K
Dontwant2Bhere
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monkeGoOohOohAhhAhh
Venting I’ve broken myself, there are no dreams that I can fully pursue, I just want to be freed
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1
Views
257
Shiitake
Shiitake
watereyes
Will go on a trip to South America to check N availability
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84
Views
7K
Serena fuga
Serena fuga
Butterfly-death
I need to lose weight fast
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3
Views
333
Suizident
S
Liebestod
I think I’m a coward
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2
Views
270
Matchaaa
Matchaaa
clawsprit
why is SN such a popular method here?
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17
Views
1K
SDB
S
theEnemy
Venting i just have to die
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4
Views
425
theEnemy
theEnemy
D
SN will be here tomorrow...
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9
Views
405
DanLip22
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starboy2k
goodbye.
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4
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612
CowardKnight
CowardKnight
H
The only reason I'm still here is because the method I want to use is pretty hard to access
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6
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437
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
W
Method Long drop hanging by jumping from a tree.
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6
Views
598
weird_place777
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thedreamertype_
Another lonely birthday
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15
Views
420
darksouls
darksouls
C
SN or short suspension hanging
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1
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217
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
S
SN in the UK
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5
Views
535
yesi
Y
P
Hanging is EASY!
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14
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2K
Unsure and Useless
Unsure and Useless
Afterglow
Venting I don’t trust myself to tell the truth.
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2
Views
276
SASU-KE
SASU-KE
purebliss
Story My Diary until I CTB - Part 7: Even my last hope shattered
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0
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542
purebliss
purebliss
J
Resource PSA ABOUT N and Barbiturates in general...
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11
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2K
Serena fuga
Serena fuga
knowledgeseeking
What does a corpse look like after SN?
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2
Views
357
aallsskksskk
aallsskksskk
LongWayAlone
Story I gave me 3 years to change my life but nothing change everything became worse and worse
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2
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217
LongWayAlone
LongWayAlone
sleeplessboyinbed
Venting Don't want to live, can't kms, just want to rot in bed (vent)
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1
Views
492
charlavail
charlavail
ineedtogetout
I am going to kill myself because of treatable chronic illnesses just because the medical system negelcted me
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4
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222
unluckysadness
unluckysadness
T
Gave life a chance, 10 years later didn’t work.
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12
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1K
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
J
F*cking Weather
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2
Views
306
LongWayAlone
LongWayAlone
laceytrigger
Help How could i steal my father's gun?
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0
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205
laceytrigger
laceytrigger
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