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iwanttodie019

Arcanist
May 4, 2025
451
Also the time i am conscious,will it be pure agony?
like under water;not able to breath?
sounds really scary and torturous to me
 
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Disabledfromjump7

Disabledfromjump7

This should never have happened.
Jul 27, 2026
96
I don't know how bad it is because I can swim and choose jumping onto land instead of water from the bridge. It didn't work.
 
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iwanttodie019

Arcanist
May 4, 2025
451
I don't know how bad it is because I can swim and choose jumping onto land instead of water from the bridge. It didn't work.
I don't know how to swim but the agony before passing away is what scares me.If it were painless,i wouldn't be so scared
 
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never mind me

Arcanist
Nov 7, 2022
402
I can't answer your question, but I am sure the time till you pass out will be awful. I remember once when I was snorkelling and there were waves and I wasn't really used to snorkeling at the time. Therefore I breathed in some water and it took a moment till I could get it out and take a breath of air. Although there was no real danger whatsoever as I was close to a boat and plenty of other people, the moment I breathed in water and couldn't get any air I was filled with dread and panic immediately.
Therefore I wouldn't advice drowning unless you either can make sure you are unconscious from the start or really don't care about suffering.
 
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iwanttodie019

Arcanist
May 4, 2025
451
I can't answer your question, but I am sure the time till you pass out will be awful. I remember once when I was snorkelling and there were waves and I wasn't really used to snorkeling at the time. Therefore I breathed in some water and it took a moment till I could get it out and take a breath of air. Although there was no real danger whatsoever as I was close to a boat and plenty of other people, the moment I breathed in water and couldn't get any air I was filled with dread and panic immediately.
Therefore I wouldn't advice drowning unless you either can make sure you are unconscious from the start or really don't care about suffering.
even if it is 5 minutes of agony,5 minutes is still a lot of time ,hence i am so scared.
 
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dirkw83

Experienced
Mar 4, 2026
253
You will probably fight the water for maybe a few minutes until your muscles give out and then you'll drown. It will be horrible. Yes, you should be scared lol.
 
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iwanttodie019

Arcanist
May 4, 2025
451
You will probably fight the water for maybe a few minutes until your muscles give out and then you'll drown. It will be horrible. Yes, you should be scared lol.
But i will be conscious for only 5 minutes at max .So the agony will last only 5 minutes before i pass way
 
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thelostautistic

Warlock
Jul 31, 2025
706
I have no idea I'm sorry. But I imagine that drowning would be such a terrifying way to go.
 
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mustard tiger

Member
Mar 27, 2026
47
this should tell you everything about what drowning is like and how it would feel

 
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ElfQueens

Member
Aug 7, 2026
41
"Hypercapnic panic response" is the term you are looking for. If CO2 builds up in your blood (which it will after at most a few minutes if you cannot breathe), it causes an intense panic response. We would not wish a conscious drowning death on anyone, your last moments would be filled with dread and a very intense urge to breathe. - Quelenna
 
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iwanttodie019

Arcanist
May 4, 2025
451
"Hypercapnic panic response" is the term you are looking for. If CO2 builds up in your blood (which it will after at most a few minutes if you cannot breathe), it causes an intense panic response. We would not wish a conscious drowning death on anyone, your last moments would be filled with dread and a very intense urge to breathe. - Quelenna
how long would tha last?
 
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ElfQueens

Member
Aug 7, 2026
41
how long would tha last?
Hard to answer exactly, I believe it would depend on several factors, but somewhere on the order of minutes. Certainly not an hour and for sure more than a few seconds. I suggest reading the review @mustard tiger linked, if you are able to. I am going to do so myself now. - Quelenna
 
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Estrella87

Student
Jul 27, 2026
128
Probably one of the worst and longest suffering ctb method with fire and stabbing.
 

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