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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
zanshu
Venting a poem i wrote about depression
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2
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195
zanshu
zanshu
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Help Buying and testing SN in Canada and additional questions
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1
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291
Lunar24
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Discussion How are you arranging your pre and post CTB?
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37
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2K
h4ppyhypoxia
h4ppyhypoxia
kittybangbang
I've made up my mind and I'm at peace
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3
Views
315
darksouls
darksouls
suicidalalcoholic
I got a stroke of luck?
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4
Views
378
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
depressedkidiam
Help what to add to SN?
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1
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385
hlchoo
hlchoo
degreesoflewdity
Venting who am i? i dont know, so why should others know!
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2
Views
262
SuicidalCheese
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0dysseus
So why do they need to search your phone after CTB?
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5
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337
DeathSweetDeath
DeathSweetDeath
AgathaChristieLover
Venting I hate my mom
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5
Views
492
Sally Face
Sally Face
butterbutter143
Method night night with socks and tie ?
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15
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3K
EternalShore
EternalShore
MaggotMuncher202
Venting Fucking up my relationships.
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3
Views
466
SheenaMimi
SheenaMimi
Riaxd
Discussion What helps you distract yourself from being upset
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6
Views
456
valar_morghulis21
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homie.ostasis
Help How have you gotten over how much CTB will affect the people you know?
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12
Views
563
valar_morghulis21
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Am I the only one who doesn’t care?
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1
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212
valar_morghulis21
V
SheenaMimi
Help Where can I get SN in Peru?
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0
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95
SheenaMimi
SheenaMimi
hangtime1000
Introduction
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1
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169
darksouls
darksouls
goodnewz
  • Locked
CTB friend? I dont wanna leave alone
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2
Views
307
DeathSweetDeath
DeathSweetDeath
hangtime1000
Are there other sites
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0
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157
hangtime1000
hangtime1000
B
Viability of purchasing ctb kit in Ireland
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2
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165
barbiekardashian
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$_____
I hate how I can't kill myself.
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15
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1K
rainatthebusstop
rainatthebusstop
Evelyn Lane
Resource Collection of videos of successful partial suspension hanging attempts
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89
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44K
xokittennn
xokittennn
T
Venting Venting thread Tooafraidtodie
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5
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417
tooafraidtodiez
T
AgathaChristieLover
Why is it so hard to tie a slip knot with a towel
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0
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88
AgathaChristieLover
AgathaChristieLover
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Discussion How well would a heatstroke method work?
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5
Views
444
DeathSweetDeath
DeathSweetDeath
X
what method is 100% out of the question for you?
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68
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4K
GodzillasBiggestFan
GodzillasBiggestFan
xokittennn
question
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0
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122
xokittennn
xokittennn
elpurp
Venting i just wanna be loved
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4
Views
339
AgathaChristieLover
AgathaChristieLover
fleurdelune
Venting being aroace makes me suicidal
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13
Views
857
fleurdelune
fleurdelune
starboy2k
Venting Venting Because I’m Pissed Off Rn
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0
Views
186
starboy2k
starboy2k
smirks00ts
does anyone else here mentally harm themselves?
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17
Views
663
Strangerdanger7
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How do I be suicidal quietly
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7
Views
433
telekon
telekon
pony No.2
Venting I JUST WANT OUT
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0
Views
240
pony No.2
pony No.2
Riley [CTBus]
[August 10, 2026] My Suicide Date
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6
Views
434
Riley [CTBus]
Riley [CTBus]
DontTouchMeImFamous
Resource Peaceful Pill Handbook October 24, 2024 download (anyone have the link)?
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2
Views
382
orange7201
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SyntheticDozen
Help How to negate survival instincts enough to succeed?
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6
Views
439
Off_Switch
Off_Switch
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QUICK 9600mg Lithium enough or not. QUICK QUICK
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10
Views
388
Fadenself00_
Fadenself00_
Saponification
Venting Who are you
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0
Views
170
Saponification
Saponification
T
  • Question
Method Questions about Nitrogen gas method? Insights from experts?
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50
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4K
sm1the
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P
  • Question
SN sites
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1
Views
277
DeathSweetDeath
DeathSweetDeath
insomnia2727
I need to say goodbye to the pain.
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6
Views
511
insomnia2727
insomnia2727
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I truly can't take this brutal pain
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17
Views
938
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
siphon_hyphen
Venting I feel like a lost cause
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1
Views
208
lastappleonearth
lastappleonearth
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Can lsd help for SN?
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4
Views
192
fitoo5999
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sleepydeaths
Venting 😵‍💫
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0
Views
139
sleepydeaths
sleepydeaths
smirks00ts
Venting s00ts vent thread.
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14
Views
548
smirks00ts
smirks00ts
EmployedHikikomori
Method Need help to calculate how many pills I need to take to CTB.
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11
Views
855
DeathSweetDeath
DeathSweetDeath
waveAdream
[ Picures ]Blood drops turn into brown color, is that mean my SN pure enough?
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2
Views
233
waveAdream
waveAdream
YourLocalEdgelord
Discussion Does anyone else feel better/the same without antidepressants?
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17
Views
767
thelostautistic
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birdie8
Venting I've told everyone I'm going to kill myself over my hair. No one is taking me seriously.
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17
Views
1K
DeathSweetDeath
DeathSweetDeath
parabellum_
such a fucking loser
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4
Views
418
fleurdelune
fleurdelune
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