Am I the only one who doesn’t care?

[orange7201]

I see posts where people are concerned about how they'll look when they die, how family and friends will react, what their last meal will be, how much pain is involved, etc.

Am I the only one who has reached the stage where I literally don't care?

It may be apathetic or selfish but there is absolutely nothing that makes me care about how I'll look or what the last thing I'll eat is.

Perhaps my suffering has just reached the point to where nothing else matters to me other than ending it. Curious if anyone else is at the same stage.

 

[valar_morghulis21]

Same here. If you ctb you will look ugly regardless, so who cares. But I do still care about the aftermath, like my private info being podcasted to everyone is not fun. And I do care about how my poor family gonna handle it.