what method is 100% out of the question for you?

[Bitch With An Apple]

N, ligature or inert gas are the only ways I want to go. Even with opiates the initial rush when you know you've overdosed is terrifying.

My fantasy is deliberately giving myself nitrogen narcosis from diving too quickly... but the ocean/deep bodies of water are scary and I don't know how to dive

Anything else is out. And I'm afraid of ligature going wrong, but it's my escape valve for now.

 

[rawr]

Cant get gun.
I would just quickly take a gun from a police officer and then kill myself with it but that's just something I can keep dreaming about.

Unlike other people id love to have my body unrecognizable, that rules out SN.
I'd probably love jumping from electrical tower and then just get left there to rot & get eaten by animals or something

 

[MeSauce]

VSED and Suicide by Cop. VSED seems unbearably agonizing and Suicide by Cop just traumatizes another human just doing their job.

 

[decafcheeseburger]

Hanging? I tried and failed.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

Hanging? I tried and failed.

Same. I'm coping by telling myself my current partial setup works. It's cut off blood flow pretty powerfully in my practice attempts. But having the guts to go all the way unconscious is a big ask. Kate Spad, Robin Williams, show me the way!

 

[Pryras]

Train or Immolation is in the never category