Freaknik
Member
- Nov 12, 2023
- 28
After a lot of brainstorming, I've established two methods that I plan to CTB. I will rely on the first as my main method, and the second will act as my backup. Please share any feedback and thoughts about the following methods and my plans.
For the first and main method, I plan to buy a 3800-watt, 145cc inverter generator to place inside the cab of my car. I am using an inverter generator as opposed to a regular portable generator purely for the sound, as inverter generators are much quieter. I will place the generator in the passenger seat of my car — but not directly resting on anything as to avoid a fire — and I will proceed to roll up all the windows and close the car's vents. Hopefully, as the generator runs, I can listen to music on my car's stereo as I slowly slip away. I'm sure more chemicals than pure carbon monoxide will be released, which might make my eyes water, but I'm not opposed to suffering.
Now, if that method does not work, I will rely on drowning as my backup. Although painful and very risky, I think I have what I need to reduce my SI, decrease my coordination, and limit my logical reasoning. I started taking Prozac a few weeks ago, and recently took weed and alcohol together while on the medicine. This made me black out, I became extremely dizzy, and was severely out of it. My tolerance for alcohol and weed is both high, but Prozac lowers your tolerance. While under the influence, I faded in and out of consciousness, could barely walk, and felt more suicidal. I believe taking an even higher dose of this mixture would be enough to limit me even more. So, the plan is to take this extreme mixture and then jump into a lake, or off a bridge into a lake. As I said before, I am not opposed to any short-lived suffering that may occur, as it will be over quickly and I won't remember anything.
Although the first method is probably unlikely to work, I will still try it and hopefully the carbon monoxide can build up, even if it takes a longer amount of time. The second method is my backup and "desperate" way out. Let me know if any of this is likely not to work, or if there are any flaws in my plans.
For the first and main method, I plan to buy a 3800-watt, 145cc inverter generator to place inside the cab of my car. I am using an inverter generator as opposed to a regular portable generator purely for the sound, as inverter generators are much quieter. I will place the generator in the passenger seat of my car — but not directly resting on anything as to avoid a fire — and I will proceed to roll up all the windows and close the car's vents. Hopefully, as the generator runs, I can listen to music on my car's stereo as I slowly slip away. I'm sure more chemicals than pure carbon monoxide will be released, which might make my eyes water, but I'm not opposed to suffering.
Now, if that method does not work, I will rely on drowning as my backup. Although painful and very risky, I think I have what I need to reduce my SI, decrease my coordination, and limit my logical reasoning. I started taking Prozac a few weeks ago, and recently took weed and alcohol together while on the medicine. This made me black out, I became extremely dizzy, and was severely out of it. My tolerance for alcohol and weed is both high, but Prozac lowers your tolerance. While under the influence, I faded in and out of consciousness, could barely walk, and felt more suicidal. I believe taking an even higher dose of this mixture would be enough to limit me even more. So, the plan is to take this extreme mixture and then jump into a lake, or off a bridge into a lake. As I said before, I am not opposed to any short-lived suffering that may occur, as it will be over quickly and I won't remember anything.
Although the first method is probably unlikely to work, I will still try it and hopefully the carbon monoxide can build up, even if it takes a longer amount of time. The second method is my backup and "desperate" way out. Let me know if any of this is likely not to work, or if there are any flaws in my plans.
