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Riley [CTBus]

Riley [CTBus]

Wizard
Aug 8, 2020
604
I'll update this thread as I go. I've finally found the right suicide date for me. August 10 is a Monday. And I'd like to leave Monday early morning.
 
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Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
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Wishing you luck with whatever you decide.

How are you feeling now that you decided on the day?
 
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Riley [CTBus]

Riley [CTBus]

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Aug 8, 2020
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Wishing you luck with whatever you decide.

How are you feeling now that you decided on the day?
I feel liberated, like a weight off my shoulder. Thanks for the well wishes.
 
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Ok, can you share your method?
 
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Riley [CTBus]

Riley [CTBus]

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I'm postponing my CTB due to feeling ill. I'll find another date. Thanks for understanding.
 
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