How ready are you to go? where 10 is in the next 10 minutes

[hangtime1000]

Id place me at 7

 

[depressedkidiam]

ready on an emotional level: 1
ready on a protocol / logistics standpoint: 9 (i need more time for planning)

 

[DarkShadows]

6. Feel like I'll CTB within two years. Life gets more shit every year and I feel more accepting of it. I will never be happy in this life and every year that goes by reinforces that.

 

[flowersforalgernons]

if i had a gun most likely i would do it tonight

 

[itsgone2]

I'd love to say ten, and maybe it's even true.
But I have a gun and I won't use it in the next ten minutes. At this point I'm not sure why.

But I remind myself I only need a minutes. A magazine is loaded and ready.

 

[CrawlingInMySkin]

I'm ctb'ing as soon as I get the means to, which I can't right now... I just have to wait. Love and peace

 

[ketaminelover]

If I snapped I could be dead in less than an hour. Not feeling like it just yet.

 

[hangtime1000]

ready on an emotional level: 1
ready on a protocol / logistics standpoint: 9 (i need more time for planning)

For me its that final decision - and that may have to be impulse power

If I snapped I could be dead in less than an hour. Not feeling like it just yet.

you mean totally impulsive?

I'd love to say ten, and maybe it's even true.
But I have a gun and I won't use it in the next ten minutes. At this point I'm not sure why.

But I remind myself I only need a minutes. A magazine is loaded and ready.

similar I have my rope and noose in the place - a stool is waiting - just need an impulse that last 10 minutes or more and I could be gone

 

[ketaminelover]

For me its that final decision - and that may have to be impulse power

you mean totally impulsive?

similar I have my rope and noose in the place - a stool is waiting - just need an impulse that last 10 minutes or more and I could be gone

Yeah. If I decided that now is the time I'd have no issues doing it. Actually decided once, gave up about halfway.

 

[DreamingDryad]

Probably a 7. If i had a certain, painless method right now, it'd be closer to a 9.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd be long gone if I could have the option to painlessly cease existing and never suffer again, there's just so much terrible horrific extreme cruelty in how dying peacefully is made illegal by humans who want others to suffer for as much and as long as possible in this existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

All I want is the peace of non-existence, I'll just always see it as the most terrible mistake to suffer in this existence, I always suffer so much from being trapped in this terrible, dreadful world where there is all this endless suffering, I'll just always see existence as the problem, all that existence does is just torture existing beings.