Genuine SN accident - feeling symptoms

[iloveyoualex]

I really wanted to be with my husband - i was going to do it, got everything ready, i was going to cover my tongue with my fingers as to not taste the SN too much. I tested to see how far the fingers could go without me wanting to throw up, well my fingers had sn on them, although whatever amount it was it wasnt visible or i wouldnt have done that, but they tasted like salt. I did it maybe 2 or 3 times without realizing until the last what i had done. I didnt even drink the actual drink, just from what was on my fingers i am now experiencing symptoms. The first one that came was a strong tightness in my stomach, then i started to feel slower mentally and physically weak, not nauseous though.

I dont know what to do, if i should go all in or go to a hospital. If i call 911 its likely parametics will come in my house and take my SN which is more hard to come by now than when i bought it. I will wait it out, although im sure thats not good advice.

I just hope this wont be a slow death if i do die, and i really hope i dont live to have brain damage

 

[nayomi]

you can hide it outside of your home and then call them

 

[iloveyoualex]

you can hide it outside of your home and then call them

My mom will see it. She is horribly vigilant and watches any time i leave the house. I dont think i can even up and walk out there in this state. Even my hands feel harder to move across my phone keyboard

 

[Estrella87]

It's not the first time I see a thread about this. The problem with SN is it's or you drink all, or nothing.

Drinking just a little bit can give anything from few symptoms then feel good again to slow agony death or life sequels.

 

[hdead]

Tough call really. I don't think a residue on your fingers would be enough to kill you but I don't have the knowledge to realistically tell you what could happen if you waited it out. I honestly don't think you'll die from it, but I can't speak on the aftermath.

Take heed and be cleanly. This kind of stuff sucks when it happens. You have to be careful with these substances!

I would suggest, the way that you're feeling and if you're not ready to go all in, to seek medical attention.

 

[iloveyoualex]

It's not the first time I see a thread about this. The problem with SN is it's or you drink all, or nothing.

Drinking just a little bit can give anything from few symptoms then feel good again to slow agony death or life sequels.

Please tell me this wont feel any worse than the weakness, god.

 

[Estrella87]

If it's just weakness it will likely disappear. If you start to see blue nails, you should take a quick decision

 

[nayomi]

My mom will see it. She is horribly vigilant and watches any time i leave the house. I dont think i can even up and walk out there in this state. Even my hands feel harder to move across my phone keyboard

i am not sure if something will happends to you or it is just temporary symptoms.
i would go for safe option tho

 

[pk@2001]

Kindly get the medical attention

 

[oilsaniok]

if u are not ready call 911, not worth taking a risk

 

[iloveyoualex]

if u are not ready call 911, not worth taking a risk

Im ready, but i dont think that was enough to kill me. I still feel weak and dumb though. I called out to my hubby and felt him, it was nothing but love, i miss him

 

[Estrella87]

Sad situation

 

[unluckysadness]

You don't deserve to suffer like this. Why must life be so cruel and painful ?? It just makes me cry .
Please keep us updated if you can. I hope you'll find relief whatever happens.

 

[behindtheveil]

Call 911! stop thinking just do it

 

[iloveyoualex]

You don't deserve to suffer like this. Why must life be so cruel and painful ?? It just makes me cry .
Please keep us updated if you can. I hope you'll find relief whatever happens.

Well, now its been an hour and i dont feel any symptoms anymore, but i am absolutely ready to go. I swear i felt my husband when i started talking to him, but right after i felt him the symptoms went away and my mind came back with all the anxiety i have while fully conscious. My mom will be up in an hour and she keeps an eye on my adult self like im 5 years old so im going to have to wait until tonight to finish what i started, when i know ill have several hours without her in the picture.

 

[Estrella87]

At least the symptoms disappeared, it's reassuring.
For the rest, please think well before doing anything as it's not a reversible decision, but you know it ofc...

If you need to talk don't hesitate to pm.

Be strong