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aroll

aroll

fallen star☆
Aug 19, 2023
79
I just wanna hear the method you guys use to self harm. Are there any unique ways that you use? Exaple: I used to use scissors to literally cut my skin like meat. The cuts weren't big, but they were deep.
 
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xXSufferingXx

Enlightened
Feb 21, 2025
1,262
never done it, never will. life harms me enough already
 
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AltercatingVoices

AltercatingVoices

Compagnon de misère
Mar 31, 2026
12
Used to use razors, though I've been clean for a year or two now. Prefer alcohol even if it's worse in the long term so I can at least choose to wear something that's better for summers
 
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ZwartHartje

ZwartHartje

Student
May 5, 2026
138
Besides random cutting, mostly with box cutters, I also used to burn myself with hot metal objects, such as the tip of a knife held into a candle flame. But that was a long time ago, I have no longer self-harmed after my teenage.
 
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burninghill

burninghill

Specialist
Dec 2, 2025
369
I used to use an exacto knife, then a razorblade taped to a metal handle haha, then I started to get really fucking sick of cleaning up blood so I switched to cigarette burns. Makes me look like some cringey, angsty teenager and the scars are very ugly.
 
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bl33ding_heart

bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
716
I sometimes pour very small amounts of burning water on myself and it hurts like hell, although that is the intention.
 
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Bishop

Bishop

People die the way they lived
Mar 24, 2024
534
None
 
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aloneinkyoto

aloneinkyoto

人生はゲームのようなものです。楽しむように努めるべきです
Feb 24, 2026
5
kai razors and overdosing on medication
 
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dustoff

dustoff

Member
Apr 15, 2026
99
forcing myself to live
 
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angelhopes

angelhopes

:)
Mar 15, 2026
102
i would hit myself in the head whenever im about to spiral either with my fist or in the wall. It helps me calm down specially when im spiraling down.
 
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adamantc

Student
Mar 29, 2026
152
Extracting blood (from veins) from myself. For my own consumption. I used to cut with medical blades, but I hated the stigma so I stopped.
 
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c4di

c4di

oyasumi
Oct 9, 2025
71
i mostly just hit my head or my limbs until they bruise but i tried every other sh method too.
 
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UserFromNowhere

UserFromNowhere

Trial Mod
May 4, 2025
423
Skin-picking to an extreme extent. I'm covered in unhealed scars and bruises because I keep picking at the skin to the point of causing them to not even try to heal back normally. I think it's probably an anxiety-relief response rather than wishing for pain but it does cause pain.
 
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chiikawalover616

chiikawalover616

irrepressible thoughts of death barbie
Apr 22, 2026
3
box cutters or kai razors. if neither of those are there then any eyebrow razor with the safety removed
 
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iguazo falls

iguazo falls

Student
May 20, 2026
107
razors but lately ive juust been bashing my head in and i think ive given myself concussions. not so bad these days but i am stupider.
 
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3spiral

3spiral

the zigzagooner
Apr 22, 2026
116
I sometimes pour very small amounts of burning water on myself and it hurts like hell, although that is the intention.
i've done that too before lol, that's how i started basically
 
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hurts2b-old

hurts2b-old

Wasting my time
Mar 14, 2026
299
Ye old method of cuts-by-razorblade. Not very unique or adventurous but it gets the job done.
 
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sireb_b

sireb_b

Member
Jan 24, 2026
14
Mainly I used to cut myself with razors, or other times I'd strangle myself until I felt lightheaded, eighter with my own hands or with the help of a rope. Sometimes tho SH can be much more subtle: like banging your head against a wall, wearing belts unbearably tight to the point it hurts or just generally being purposely careless in order to feel pain. Once, for example, I accidentally broke a glass, and while I was picking the pieces up I made sure to push my fingers extra hard on the sharp edges. Lucky tho I've been clean for quite a few years.
 
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selfsocio

selfsocio

Member
May 10, 2025
17
I just wanna hear the method you guys use to self harm. Are there any unique ways that you use? Exaple: I used to use scissors to literally cut my skin like meat. The cuts weren't big, but they were deep.
other than cutting, i used to inhale my asthma inhaler over and over again until it hurt to breathe
 
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vivia

vivia

(⁠✿⁠^⁠‿⁠^⁠)
May 13, 2025
111
i used to cut with a boxcutter blade, but i don't anymore. just swapping one addiction for another, now i'm hooked on jerking off instead. well, i guess i don't really feel the urge to self-harm either. but honestly, just thinking about the future already hurts like hell​
 
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softfur

softfur

sweet dreams my angel, at last goodbye
Mar 22, 2026
75
razors but lately ive juust been bashing my head in and i think ive given myself concussions. not so bad these days but i am stupider.
i've just read abt how brain damaging hitting your head is. it seems pretty bad. and when you get fucking stupid you just wanna hurt yourself more. i've told myself i need to rip out my hair instead or hit my cheekbones and jaw
i nabbed a scalpel from my class lab and it was pretty fucking great but it's gotten dull. i bite myself when i'm in public. i like the bruises and it's a weasely method because it's close to a fidget. but nothing does it like cuts
 
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Hefinator

Hefinator

Member
Nov 19, 2025
19
I just wanna hear the method you guys use to self harm. Are there any unique ways that you use? Exaple: I used to use scissors to literally cut my skin like meat. The cuts weren't big, but they were deep.
Went from nail clippers -> wire cutters on thighs
 
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aroll

aroll

fallen star☆
Aug 19, 2023
79
I sometimes pour very small amounts of burning water on myself and it hurts like hell, although that is the intention.
Started doing this too, also burning myself with hot objects. It's easier to hide in plain sight or explain.
 
hughmun9

hughmun9

Member
Feb 22, 2023
22
Never done it and I'm not judging, my first gf used to SH and it didn't make her lesser in my eyes, I just don't understand the urge to do it at all.

Maybe starving/not drinking water and bed-rotting 16hrs/day for weeks on end counts as some sort of SH, so in that sense I have done it. But I do that when I lose motivation to do anything and I simply stop moving, I don't actively think of harming myself.
 
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never mind me

Experienced
Nov 7, 2022
233
I use razor blades for cutting. When I was younger I also used the heated metal parts of lighters or cigarette butts to burn the undersides of my feet. And once I poured boiling water over my right arm. Lately I slapped myself in the face a lot, because I really wanted to hurt myself, but I don't want to cut myself as going for a swim in the pool is one of the few things that distract me from my sinister thoughts. Unfortunately at some point something in my mouth started hurting, so I decided I need to stop slapping myself, because I don't want to damage my teeth.
 
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otomedissection

otomedissection

Member
Jun 19, 2026
15
I've used box cutters, exacto knives, eyebrow razors, and thumb tacks (either scraping it across my skin or stabbing myself with them). I still use mostly just the box cutters, but I feel like I do a lot of emotional self-harm too. Like seeking out things that I know will upset me or trigger me.
 
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linium

linium

overwhelming underwhelmed
May 22, 2023
8
knives, glass, and nail filers
I'd slice directly into my skin which left pretty deep scarring
 
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DignifiedGrave

DignifiedGrave

GrinderofSouls
Jul 5, 2026
16
I use my noose to cause ischemic hypoxia. I like to test myself by applying more of my weight at a time and see how the hypoxia happens faster with more force. Its also my preferred method to ctb. Probably will this weekend on Sunday.
 
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YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
1,416
I just wanna hear the method you guys use to self harm. Are there any unique ways that you use? Exaple: I used to use scissors to literally cut my skin like meat. The cuts weren't big, but they were deep.
Well hitting myself drowing myself in booz till I black out uh letting my partner hit me in bed uh cutting myself and checking myself with a plastic bag and a belt and wipe myself with and I guess it goes on but im a little drunk rn
 
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